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Monday, June 30, 2008











During saturday was a stun day to me.but indeed a v fun day.sis went to my house and we play like some crazy woman but wen i was about to sleep , something happen.i don wish to mention it.cos i will laugh alot indeed.i have been living happily this few days alright.i can't wait to meet baby on maybe friday or sat i think.hahas.he makes me smile.(:.sch was fun too with frens.but i fucking hate my maths teacher.cause i think she is a nobody to take our class for N level.she so GEI KIANG LORHHS.`~EEEE.~~~.!.photos taken days ago~.xDD.

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♥ 7:32 AM


Friday, June 27, 2008



SIs , im sure u kan make it with him.good luck yea.Loves!
 Here are the photos dude(:
now im going off to jurong east with my father!;D
i LEARNT independent on my own.
ILOVEMYSISTERS !!!
ltr will be back for posting again.cya!

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♥ 2:39 AM


Thursday, June 26, 2008

Another day has pass again.
laughs!.i will upload photos soon.:D.
later during night i will update photos to show those who are viewing my blog(:
lastly i would like to say DADDY , ILOVEYOUSO!!!=DDD
my real dad.*ps* laughs.

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♥ 12:31 AM


Wednesday, June 25, 2008

My father bought me a new phone today.haas(:
i kan feel that he really dotes me alot (:
i had my dinner quite late with my father.but i ate only a meal per day.
hopefully i wun grow fat recently.actually didn't want to eat der :x
think of tommorow had to be in sch in morning , i feel bored.
but think of my sis is going to be with me in sch tmr as she is fully recovered , im happy.=D
when i went back to sch , alot of the ppl says that my face is rounded.=(
i wish that i could get back my face without being so round .
i saw my sis having happiness and i really felt happy that she has finally found her true love;D.&Lastly , today was suay that i gort caught by MDM NEOPET becos of my nose.!
FCUK YOU NEOPET__

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♥ 8:40 AM


Tuesday, June 24, 2008


sometimes , i do wonder are my smiles real for the days.
My good sisters and close friends kept asking me to stop my fake laughters infront of them.zz.
but i told them im nort faking my laughters .& they told me something even worse.they asked me to cry out if i feel like crying.
seriously , i haven been asking my heart that do i really stiue have you with me nort.
not knowiing the answers well though.
as i said , is your choice , your life , your road.
nort mine .im a nobody to decide for you.
once upon a time , i held my promise up high .
but now my promise was low down the floor.
sorry that i did not kept my promises towards you.
sorry that i cannot be as perfect as what you ever wanted.
i only know that when the days we are together , i really did put my hearts & souls into this relationship & i guess my sisters and friends knew it too.(:.today after sch went to eat till stomach feel so unwell.zz.im missing someone nw.guess who?:(
To Si En sis : Dun be sad or worry for me .
i am alright.
dun blame yourself for not looking after me all these whiles alright.
i will takaiire of myself ders.
take good care of yourself too(:
loves!

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♥ 3:38 AM


Monday, June 23, 2008

School starts today.im yawning again.hahars.
finally i saw my sister(: .she is stiue the same as past alrights.
but nw she has a boyfriend.indeed a nort bad looking one.happy wen i heard that she is finally attached.(:
nw three of my best friend are attached.but , im the special one which is single.
sometimes i do wonder , single fits me or attach fits me.
who will be the next guy ?(:
today my humanities teacher was crazy cause she jokes alot and makes me laugh till i almost drop my chin.=\
having a mood swing today.nw im trying my best to have lesser meal.if not im gonna get fatter i swear.
Love makes a person lost its way ,
Love makes a person feels stress ,
Love makes a person feels heavy,
Love makes a person feel everything like you have never felt before in your life.
男人 男人 多希望你是好人 多希望有你的真 让我不必在心疼
Lastly , sis , last long with your boyfriend.im here to wish u all the best(:
男人女人

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♥ 3:09 AM


Sunday, June 22, 2008

Today's mood was a little down without knowiing whyiie too.=(
today went to shopping to shop for my sch reopening stuffs for tmr with
my sis.(: wanna noe is whu?.is the pretty little lady called xiao yin.haas.
she is a lady which have her own character.laughs!.(:
tommorow starts sch and it tires me alot.stress will be up for exams.
lastly , i would like to say i really enjoyed today's outing with her.
and den i miss that person toos.hahas:DD
now im off to bed ler.
NIGHTS EVERYONE(:

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♥ 7:44 AM


Saturday, June 21, 2008

i haven been postiing this few days.hahars.!
im sure you guys missed me right?=X
well , many things happen recently.the sad , the happy.i dun wished to mention.=/
jus went to drink at park mall yesterday with laopo and two guys(:
gort drunk eventually but i dun think im.lols.
my mind is very tensed up because i have to study very hard for my N level to have a better future.
Today i went to face shop and bought something for my face with laopo at ps (:
was very crazy with her this few days and i think she gort so crazy over me.laughs!=X
school is goiing to be reopen soon and v soon.
im gonna see my frens which i haven been seeing for long!hahas.
i miss them=(.
actually nort really la.LOLS=X
pictures will be up soon wen i gort back my cable.hahars

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♥ 7:35 AM


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

im tired .so tired.dunnoe why toos.
i wan to voice out everything in my heart.but due to confusion
i voice out nothing.nothing at all.
so sorry that i did nort reply your message today.
really sorry :(
stomach feeling more and more pain.
due to girl's stuff.
i think i should have a good rest.
but now feeling abit moodless too :(
slpiing soon due to escape journey with juliet.=)

Nvr predict the unhappening

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♥ 9:22 AM


Monday, June 16, 2008

Today's mood was little fcked up.haas.
went to watch hulk with dad and one of my cousin which is a girl and her boyfriend.(:
supriisingly , my father asked me whether i want to bring my boyfriend or not.my answer was nvm its okies.den we headed to junction for the movie but we have our dinner at food junction first.=D.
& this show i have watched before once.so it was abit bored.but nvm.as long as i think that i have enjoyed , its alright(;.
im going in to my dreams now.
nights everyone.
*due to a person who is asking me to slp because of my stomach:(*

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♥ 8:29 AM


Sunday, June 15, 2008


once upon a time , wen u held my hand and say that we could be together for v long , but nw i see nothing.
nothing at all.
what do you exactly want?
what is on ur mind?
what are you really thinking?
what are all your real things that are hidden in your mind.
say it now and tell it truth.
its just a me and her.
so simple.
if you really think that she can give u the most ample happiness ,
go ahead den.
if not , dun do these and that to prove and show ur glory to everyone that how much you could not leave without her.
once upon the words that you say to me , nw i noe and realised that none of it is truth.
all are just faked out from ur heart.=)

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♥ 11:41 PM



Today whole day home.hahars!.so boriing.
tommorow will be out with dad and cousins to watch hulk.(:
hulk i have watched before.but i think is okay to watch it again.
one more week the holiday its goiing to end & soon im goiing to meet my beautiful sis again.
miss those days we played so crazily together in school.but at the same time study stiue matters most(:.heard that is hard to find job now a days.
To yanq : if u really don love me one day , pls jus voice it out to me & happily search for the one u really love=）
爱上你我不后悔

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♥ 4:13 AM


Saturday, June 14, 2008



sometimes i wonder what really love is.so many things to express out the meaning in this word.

should i say im happy to have you.or should i say is a misery to have me by ur side.

so what if status count.when the minute runs , it owns nothing.nothing at all.

If one day you do not love me anymore , pls say the truth , cos i wanna know=)

Say it real & Say it true=)

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♥ 7:33 AM


Friday, June 13, 2008

Today laopo came my hse.and so suprised that she could
stay overnight at my hse cause it was quite late.haha.so many things happen recently.there are more sad things then happy things.sad covers the happy stuffs.=)
i have always been finding something which kan make me feel that im in happiness.but , i dun think i really have found.:).i always smile through my life regardless of anything that happens in future.today was so unlucky that i lost the things which i bought that cost me 35 bucks.but nvm.jus take it im doiing charity.=)).

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♥ 11:41 AM


Thursday, June 12, 2008

the days just seems so decieving.the love just seems so far.the happiness tat you shown was just a pretence.first, i thought it was true,but when love you the deepest,.i found out, this is not really what i wish for.The feeling that i wan, the love that i wished,iie did not really gt it.all the whiles,iie have just been looking.looking for the things tat iie want.iisiit true tat iits too late>?or is it impossible between us?tell me now, the truth.iie wan to noe.cos iits really very hard understand,why things just goes like this.whenever iie tried to understand,iie fail to .cos the mystery can never be solved.iits always gonna be there to stay,.will it change somedays?iie really do hope iit does.iie really do hope.till now seriously.my feelings have not fade,even though what's happenin is not what i wish.everytime wen iie want to voice out,iie kant.cos iie do not know how.whenever iie wan to cry,iie kant.cos too many tears have already been shed.iie do not know what i have to do,to be back the girl i am again.everything has to start a new.every love has to be ended.every tear have to be flow down.every heartbreak have to be got over.but wat abt me??iie dhun wish to start a new.iie wun let this r/s end.iie wun let my tears flow down,i won't let myself have heartbrks.all these will stay till the day to the end.cos for me, iie really trust and love you, my only one.neither do iie wan to let it just fade away..cos when it fades away , the scene will onlybe a word.SORROW.

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