Simplicity.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Baby booking out today ler.woohoo!.
later goiing to fetch him.
im such a good gf ah?.:x

later will be back to post again. :D

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 7:48 PM

Today actually supposed to meet my sis.at the end , end up last minute i met my dearie and one of her friend.haha.she is lady like.and she has a pair of beautiful eyes.

and and she loves to eat potatoe too!.Omg , that is my favourite too :x.

although it sounds fattening , but is nice alright?.haha.

we are potatoe lovers!.;D

today didn't expect baby to call me so early.

tommorow he is booking out ler and for me as a girlfriend , my task is to go to tampines to wait for him.

Baby say i talking like ah lian.so sad to heard that :(

and i didn't like it though.

but i am not angry either :)

i just dun feel comfortable people saying me this two words.

Went to Bugis to buy one dress which is sweet and is only 10 dollars for my nxt tues first day wear. :P

Baby , together we have gone this far .i am sure there are even more things ahead of us and for us to go through together.

Everyday i was thinking that who will i be with when im gonna married that day.

who will be my guy?.

so excited to know about it as everyone knows that no one can predict future.

Sometimes Cycena find that she is stubborn.but anyone can tell me is she?. :p

Labels: im fat ler.slp and eat everyday..baby i miss you laaa.

♥ 9:21 AM

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Today went to my grandma house to have curry chicken and my MOST favourite watercress soup.Yummy Yummy!.I love my grandfather cooking so much mannnnnnnn..its been so long since i eaten ;(.

My heart feel a little itch to call my father.but dunno whether should i or should not.

its rather confusing.

And till nw is 12.01 a.m. my bf haven call me yet.

how could he!. ;(

went to Huiling's house today .play like some mad women with ruth.

the photo above is evidence of how mad we are :\.haha.

alright , shall post till here.Nights readers. :)

Labels: Lies

♥ 8:58 AM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I believed that everyone believes what i have posted above right?.In whatever relationship we are in , Trust takes place very seriously and it plays an important part in Women & Guy 's life.without this word , there will be no such things called relationship.Like what i said , i always trust guys no matter what they are or who they are.If i dun trust them , i wouldn't have started any relationship.it applies the same to you my dear ;) .Baby , if i dun trust you , do you think we even started our story?. :)

Labels: Make this love last.

♥ 5:15 AM

BABY!.i miss you so damn much.but dun knw when you booking out.so sad;(
Today just went to interview all by myself.
i hope to trian myself to be an independent girl.
so that i wun rely on anyone.
although today's interview no one accompany me to interview , i was being abit afriad.
But i told myself that i should grow up and do all these by myself.
and i went for double interview by myself and and i Succeeded.
i was so happy being selected.didn't really expect this would happen ;)

Baby ah baby , i just want to tell you three simple words which has alort of meaning in it.
the three simple words is i love you. ;)

The job that im having now is challenging.
and i have to work hard to earn more.
so the money i will treasure by not anyhow spend on unneccesary.
and money shall be kept by mum which is in bank.

soon , i gt to go and have my dinner.will be back late night to post again
hope readers enjoy my post.;)
and i miss my baby too ;pp

Labels: Perhaps love. (:

♥ 3:00 AM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Baby booking in today already.
he will be booking out at thurs.seems fast right?.
Baby , im so happy that you still remember what you promise me.
you are the first guy who makes me see the word called love.
Now i realised actually its so blessed being loved by you .

For the past , we will leave it behind.
For now , we shall treasure each other.
Baby , show me the meaning how much you love me.

Sometimes i am wondering , how long this love can last.
Can anyone tell me?.:D

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 7:58 AM

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Cycena believes that this is what true love is.
above all being mention is real meaningful.
Baby , if i have all these symptoms for one day if you leave me means its called true love.
You Know?.
For now , i just want to stay by ur side as long as i could live.
Tmr is day out with sis.!.love her so much.hahs.

Labels: im fat ler.slp and eat everyday..baby i miss you laaa.

♥ 8:48 AM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Today i talked to baby on the phone.

he promised me that there wun be any if.

he promised me that history wun repeat again.

he promised me for what i have requested.

all of you as readers , be my witness.

and i believed i will see the changes in him.

I love you baby ;)

Labels: deep in my heart

♥ 9:31 AM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Tell me what is Love.
can anyone tell me?.
it involves trust , it involves many things.

We are still young , We have many things yet to go through.
so many till we couldn't use our fingertips to count.

Changes automatically will take place.
im feeling so swing now.
i feel something in my heart.
i feel that im nt good enough for you.
im starting to fade.
im starting to turn.

not i think too much , its because thats what i see you knw?
why can't every relationship im in to be as sweet & promising as i think.
everything is always at once upon a time.
when once upon a time is gone , it will put behind as memory.

take me if you can , if nt please please leave me alone.
im being afraid to be hurt again.really i do.
i need a stable love.a secure love.

but i still love you.

Labels: Cycena .pieces that speaks ;

♥ 10:36 PM

Baby , whats on ur mind?.what are you exactly thinking about?
am i a replacement?.or am i others shadow?.
sometimes i jus wonder so much.
nt that i want to think much you knw?.

You said u love me , you miss me , your heart only have me , i really believed.
But the moment u say you trust me , i really cant see this word you knw?
i didn't even feel there is this word existing.

I loved being by ur side.
I loved being dote by you
I loved being pampered by you.
I loved everything that you gave me.
But can you gave me the trust that i really need?

Zoey Koh is Zoey Koh.
Im Cycena , you know?
Me and her , is your choice.
she betray you , she left you cos of other guys , she wear green hat for you .
But above all i mention , did i ever do that be4?.

Once hurt does nt mean forever you are feeling hurt.
i always try very best to pick myself up with my fren's encouragement.
and here im always trying to accept different guys becaused i believed that i will find one who truely loves me.
i dun admit defeat.i face every relationship seriously.
But do you?.

Labels: different cast

♥ 6:14 AM

Same Script , Different Cast

He thinks he's always right and ya, i'm always in th wrong.Maybe it's really me.

Labels: different cast, same script

♥ 5:53 AM

Monday, April 20, 2009

ystd talked to baby on fone for hours and yet i haven sleep .

Baby , nt that i dun trust you , is not about this issue and you have to knw.

Always from the start eversince i have bf , i dun wished to hurt any of the guy.

cos seriously i knw hw it feels being hurt.its so painful.

Ystd i almost wanted to tell you the 5 letters word seriously.

cos i have always been honest to u in everything and whatever thing it is.

so i expect my partner to treat me the same also.

Always dun wait till things happen den say that u dun have the intention actually to do such things or wad so ever.

if you nvr thought of it , you wun even go and bother and ask about it.

i dun wish to hold you tight , i dun wish to tighten every single thing.i really dun wish .cos this is not the way cycena is.

i want you to knw it urself.i want you to auto for everything.

nt by just saying.cos everyone has a mouth to speak.but when it comes to the real and the fact , is very different.far far away.

Every single thing u do , i really hope that you will at least think for hw i feel.

Sometimes i dun wish to say anything that does not mean i dun bother or i dun care.'

i dun tighten ur freedom cos i knw every single one have their own freedom.

Baby , remember once you said before , you gave me 100 percent trust.

sometimes i wonder , isit true?.like what you say , 100 percent.

Sometimes i believed that you still do not know me well afterall , you knw?.

my everything u are nt so clear about it.

sometimes , i really feel that your mouth is always speaking , but seriously nt your heart.

dun take the word innocent as everything is transparent.

For this long , i have a kor who always stay beside me.

whenever im sad , whenever im happy , whenever and whatever it is , he is always there.

& nvr far away from me.;)

thanks aloy ;)

and lastly , Baby , dun make me fade trust in you alright?.cos in my heart i always believed you are a good bf.dun dissapoint me alright?.

cos on that saturday u dissapoint me totally.you knw?.i think u dun think so bah.

Labels: i realised that nth is fantasy

♥ 9:11 AM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

What is love?.no one has explaination for this word.

What is Faithful?.no one has any rights to say this word thats what i believed.

Why must girls cry till they can even jump off the building.the reason is guy.

why guys always have to be the one who is the bad one?.

above all , no one have any say till nw.

i knw that in ur heart i stand a great place .but im hiding in ur heart which melts really fast.

i knw im nt good enough being a gf.but i only hope to be a good gf in ur eyes.

Labels: i realised that nth is fantasy

♥ 9:44 AM

Friday, April 17, 2009

went to thailand on 12.4 return back home ystd!.

thailand was fun.but i miss my baby indeed alot.

had many photos taken.

hope readers enjoy.;D

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 7:03 PM

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I swear im fat!!!!OMG.its been so long since im working ;([sadded]
recently stomach felt so so pain due to lady's personal.
enjoyed myself much.but...im very bored staying at home.its torturing me.
mum says that after goiing to thailand den can find job.==
so i have to wait and wait and wait.but the day is coming.yea!.haha.its on the 12th april .;)
feel soo soo damn bored at homme till cant breathe.i misss myy baby.haha.seeing him soon ;)
IM FATTTTTTT;((((((

♥ 7:34 AM

Sunday, April 5, 2009

tmr shall continue blogging ;}

♥ 8:19 AM

Thursday, April 2, 2009

A smile really means everything in anyone's life.
so live ur life up to the fullest!.;D

baby baby!.left one day like that jiu can see u ler.good hor?.haha.

tmr imma gonna buy ju hua and cook for my baby to drink.

see , where to find these kind of girlf?.haha.==.

imma so siian these few days staying at home.getting crazy.;(

today went to view flat with my mum.

the flat is abit too old.nt suitable?.;)

hope mum can find a better one.hahs.

so happy to move in new home.

Im missing my baby always and always.;D.

close frens and sis will nt be forgotten too.;D

tmr meeting my beloved sis.<3

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 8:42 AM

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Baby!.nw is morning lei.haha.i dun knw what happen to me today.couldnt get into sleep anymore.

ystd went out with ruth .and den this coming friday is outing with my beloved sis to watch the chen long show.haha.

i swear that i wanna save money.if nt life is getting tougher with no money.

life is realistic i believed. ;)

Baby , now my every post u must read hor.if nt u also knw ah.hiak hiak hiak~

if baby nvr read = no post for baby.;p

Baby , i cant wait our outing together on sat to sentosa den late night to sing.

i swear that it has been very long since i sing.i dun knw why i would loved singing so much.

maybe is the reason when im small i start singing?.haha.

went to extend eyelash ystd as im so lazy to keep putting on fake lashes den take out and put again.so mafan!.hate it.although it only can last for one mth.imma also shuang.who bothers?.haha.

the pic above is taken when im small.haha.look like me mah?;pp

Labels: i realised .

♥ 5:24 PM

posting sec 3 photo.haha/very bored lei.nth to do.sian laaaaa. ;((((.

imma nw very fattttt liao.like pig ;x.hahaha.

i miss my boyf!.beli de much.

jus nw was on fone with boyf.he so so so damn noisy.LOL.

like go in very long will become some crazy ppl like that.;D.LOL.

sat goiing sentosa and sing sing with boyf!.;p

hehe.

Labels: i miss my baby ;(

♥ 7:38 AM