Simplicity.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

this few days have been spending the crazy tiime with my dearie.

we were like mad woman.i laugh till stomach is very the pain.

hope to get a job.simple as that.

relationship like wise dun wish to mention any of it.

is sickening for repeats.

Today baby supposed to book out but didn't cos of her fcking camp he is in.

so tmr will be seeing him booking out at 6.

WHERE HAS THE PAST CYCENA BEEN TO?!

HAIS!

Labels: Perhaps love. (:

♥ 10:48 AM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Baby!tmr you booking out ler.hehe.rmb that you told me that you will bring me go sing sing ah.;p
this few days stay at home till almost rotting like hell already.finding job soon.
hope i can at least stable a stupid job for long.
nw i dun care whatever it is as long as i got a job.
tmr gonna have many chats with baby .~cos i wanna nw what he is thinking at this moment right now.really i do.

Baby , this time im gonna say with you some words and i really mean it.

Tell me where it hurts :) /this song is meaningful. ;)

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 8:28 AM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Baby!God bless that you can friday book out lurr.i miss you so much.
so many things to tell you seriously.
Many things flow through my mind these few days.
Just wanna have a talk with you.
I miss your hug!;p

This yong qi is dedicated by me , to you baby.love you so much. ;)

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 7:33 AM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Baby finally call me!am so happy.haha.
although those 9 days seems suffered , but just a call away from him , makes me the happiest lady in the world.
Baby !.i wanna hug you.the last hug that i gave you was so tight and it will be the same as this time round when you going to book out.
God pray that my boyfriend will be out on friday so that i can see him earlier.
seriously am thinking about what my future is gonna be like.
thinking & thinking.
Gt so much to tell baby.
Cos this time is serious.
if not it will be hard for us down the road.
whether is gonna be smooth or crooked , is see how both of us work out.right?.
love you baby ; )

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 8:28 AM

What i want in life?.is all in a messed.
Say it as r/s , money , work and everything that involves.
i am happy to say i am smiling with freedom.
i am happy to really say this.

i am just an normal girl , but many stress is having towards for me.
and currently i just want to find a job and settle down with it.
and i am waiting for baby's call.hope he calls me soon ;(

am happy because i am moving house to hougang at the lastest of august. :)
i cant afford to lose everything i am having now.
i need to see the future myself.and handle it myself.
who might knws what will happen next right?. ;)

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 12:48 AM

Monday, May 18, 2009

BABY IS GONNA TALK TO ME TMR!.yea ;)

i miss him so much.hais!

hope sat is reaching soon.;(

Labels: i miss my baby ;(

♥ 8:43 AM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

SPAMMERS PLEASE FCK OFF OK?

NW I REMOVE MY TAGBOARD ALR.

SEE HOW YOU FCKING SPAM MY BLOG.

CBCBCBCBCB!

I LOVE S3X ALSO NT YOUR FCKING MOTHER BUISINESS.

♥ 9:32 PM

Many things happen.dun wish to mention.

i jus wanna say i miss my baby so damn much.

and words could nvr describe those. ;(

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 8:57 AM

Friday, May 15, 2009

Baby!you left four days more !.;(.faster come back to camp.im missing you so much especially your voice!.;(
ystd went to slack with brendan.gort home earlier.
Today recieve one phone call.was from the job that i wanted.
she called me to interview on monday.was very happy she called.
so at least if my saturday interview didnt succeed[touch wood*] , i still have monday interview to go.
those who love me , better pray hard i gt on of the job alright?.haha.
the pay was not bad. ;)
Baby , hope that you wun be angry that i have been slacking with brendan alright?.
we were just normal friend and we were talking about whats happening recently only.hope you dun get the wrong idea alright?.

will be back to continue/goodbye!

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 3:18 AM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Suddenly cycena's mood went swing again~
i believed that i am not very confidence about myself in this relationship.
i find that i am not good enough to be.i do not know what is really happening to me.
Trust , can it be back like what i used to be?.
please dun use me to fill your emptiness.
please , i beg you.

i know you wun , cos there is a word called believe.

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 11:45 AM

BABY!.i forget to thank you for the gift you gave me for my birthday!

though 4 mths later den you gort the present for me.i love you.!.faster come back from outfield alright?.muackz.

meeting my mum later.back to post again at night time!;D

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 2:49 AM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

I miss my baby damn fcking much!.hais!

ystd went to meet my cute dearie.haha.

she was so cute that she make the seller of the chicken rice so mafan lo.LOL.;X

after that reach home 1o plus and was walking halfway and i saw my mum.haha.

she was with a guy which i didn't even knw.because during 9 plus she was whining away that she wants to sleep.but why did i saw her downstairs with a guy?.LOL.

after that i went up to bathe .get prepared and came down again to wait for brendan to slack.

we talk alort.as usual , those normal talks.and i reached home at 5 in the morning.

and in my dreams after that.sorry baby i did nt msg you.was too tired. but in my heart , i really do miss you so much.hais.i wanna hug hug form you!;(

Sat going interview at 9:30 lo.wtf.so early.;s

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 9:02 PM

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

i miss my colleagues!.of cos nt to forgot my boyfriend yea?.haha.

Baby , this two days you are torturing me ;(.

tmr i will be free.!.and today went out with dearie for job huntings too.;ppp

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 5:39 AM

Monday, May 11, 2009

where is my baby?.;(.working is damn stress man.especially telemarketing?.
the stress is making me to became fat.stupid!.
Baby , you sure didn't realised how much i have missed you right?.
As days passes by , i realised you were my pillar that i cant stand myself leaning against you.
Baby , i do not know how far we could walk , run and everything.but i know that i am always here if you need me.
My heart is telling me everyday that how much you meant to me ,
how important you are in my heart.
if one day , a girl can replace cycena , please tell cycena and let her have the benefits to know it first alright?
To me , many relationships i have seen , the ups and the downs.
the sad , the sweet , the bitter , the sour.
now to me , marriage seems to be like a cert which can be tear off easily as and when you wanna it to be torn.

I dun know what had happen to myself this few days.
but something i truely realise that i really love that only him.
in my heart , it will be crying at times whenever i feel that he is far from me.

Sometimes to me , it comes .but it will still have the way to go.
and their preference to walked away silently.

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 7:15 AM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Today baby booked in already!. ;(.so sad.cant get to see him
for 9 days lei!;(.its seems abit heartache.cos im not gonna hear his voice for 9 days.
the stupid outfield causes us to not hear our voice for 9 days.
Baby !.you must faster book out khay.i miss you so much.hahs.

Tommorow gonna work again.
i think i am not working anymore further.
cos this job sux man.;X.
haha.

Labels: i miss my baby ;(

♥ 8:01 AM

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Today is second day of work!.haha.the job is abit quite messy.but i think i still can cope with it.i have fun & beautiful colleagues around me :).currently my bf is nw having guard duty.he cant reply my sms.so sad ! :( .Deariiiieee.i love you always la.you don knw meh?.how could you?!.Lol.;x.

Still late for today.tmr will be no more late~!. stupid bus 22.:z.

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 5:46 AM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Today first day of work.briefing all the way.its sounds so tiring and boring .
and i late for work today.and i hate to be late ;( .but i was too blur.keep walking into wrong lobby ;(.Baby goiing out field soon.gonna miss him so much.hope he friday can book out :P.
i miss him!.and i am so tired nw.tmr will start work officially :).and i have nice colleagues with me :)

Labels: i miss my baby ;(

♥ 9:37 AM

Monday, May 4, 2009

Today went to malaysia with mum.we went there to like have eating session?.
Cause we eat from kfc to tom yam stall , to toast box and to sweet potaoe shop.and it continues just like this.though its sounds unbelievable ?.but is true ok.

Everytime when im somewhere far from singapore and cant hear baby's voice , i will feel that i am so so far from him.and i will start to miss him more than anyone else does.

Baby!nw is 12:20 am , and its already after 12 and it means that we have been together for 4 months already.
although it don't seems long to you or anyone who is reading here , but readers & boyfriend , i am going to tell all of you that to me is very long.because i have never walked that long before.
There are ups and down in this relationship.
Many more things ahead to see. :)
i love you baby :)

Labels: you will never know her

♥ 9:17 AM

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Today woke up so bored.nth to do!.ystd had a very scary dream.
i dreamt that baby in jail.gosh man.and somemore for one year.thats worse.hais.
but is just a dream.hahs.
I miss baby so much.!;( .later heading to malaysia with mum.
tommorow will be my first day of work and i didn't even knw hw to drop at there yet.wth?.lol.

will be back to post further.:/

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 10:49 PM

Saturday-meet Baby at yishun and went to his house to get prepared to meet my mum to east coast actually.but last minute went to meet dearie , boyster and jeffrey at bugis and went to big bird to have lunch. :) and after that home sweet home to baby's house.

Sunday-woke up and decided to find my mum cos she works at tampines .reached tampines at 5 plus and took bus 65 to meet my mum at tamp safra.and after mum finishes work , we went to tampines mall and have our dinner at kfc cos everyone was hungry.after dinner , we went to walked around.quarrelled with baby.and after that , went to east coast at the night and its raining VERY heavily.its so cold.during 3 plus cabbed home to my mum's place to take my clothes and headed to baby's home. :)

Monday-Baby booked in already.i miss him so much suddenly.

Words for you my dear-

Baby , this coming tuesday is our 4th month anniversary already.

you are the first Guy who lasted with me till now.i have nvr felt before hw isit like to have a long term relationship.thanks baby for letting me knw hw does it taste like. :).ystd my heart really feels so swing.i felt that i am being selfish not to let you meet your friend , sorry baby.at that moment i really dunno what i am thinking about.these few days my heart just swings alort.and have mood swing so easily.when the moment she calls you , my heart beats faster den anyone else does.the feeling is awful.i dun mean anything when i say these , its just part of my emotions.Baby , sometimes i just hope that whenever you do something , you can think a little about me .a little will do.and it will makes lorts of difference.the reason for me crying tonight is because i feel that sometimes you have nvr thought how i felt .really.after all , i just want to say that i love you so.

Labels: Cycena .pieces that speaks ;

♥ 6:13 AM