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Sunday, August 31, 2008

Im just a girl who walk down the road by myself.
whether is dark or bright.
no point having nt even a guy who stands beside me and hold my hand.
that day , wen you called me , i thought about something.
the something has been kept in my heart till now.
Tomorrow is exam.N lvl.indeed a great exam.
in my dreams , u are there.
in my heart , u still stands a place over there.
nt far , nt near .but just so close to be.


Im missing you.
i just cant stop missing you every second that flies.

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12:11 AM





If i would have a chance .To tell you hw much i love you.
To tell you , actually i have feelings for you frm the start.
To tell you , im missing you so much.
To tell you , actually you are the one.
To tell you , i wanna spend my every single day with you.
To tell you , i have never felt like this before for a guy until i knew you.
My heart only beats for one person & the person is you.

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Once upon a time are all lies ,
Once upon a time u said that you love me.
Love are lies , lies are Love.
Smiles are things that i will nvr find in my life.
(:

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Im sick of guys.im tired of it.
Cry does not meant anything.so i decided not to cry.
i have grown up.i need to learn to be a brave girl.
Once be4 u ask me to slim down .Once before everything.
this and that.I will do it for you since you have left me.
To show that regrets will fly to ur face and kiss you.
I hate guys . but i dun hate those guys who loves me :D.
Sis , whatever you say is right , i should not been keep on believing in love.
cos in our age , what loves stands & where loves stands.the answer is , it stands no where.what if promises are given ?.it will be thrown away very soon.

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8:01 AM



The night is so cold as the wind blews.
My heart feels frozen in the dark.
All these years , i haven been failing to cry for guys.
what does true love means.what it symbolised.
Having you by my side isit a toturing moment for you?.
if it is , i will accept it.
Things always changes in relationships.thats why i do not even dare to step out the first time and admitted to be defeated.im always a cheerful girl with smiles on no matter hw many obstacles i have come by , because i know that i have tried. :(

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8:01 AM



Ystd was a day out with sis and my bf and his fren of course.
so many misunderstanding , so many words that is describing the whole scene.
Boy , i did not know why im acting this way towards you.
maybe misunderstanding cause the effect that you and i are angry.
when i get out of the mrt , my heart feel so shrink.
now in the morning , i still feel the same.so many words i wish to whisper to you personally.
Somehow i feel that each and everyday my love towards you is getting a lil deeper.
i will make sure no understanding comes by again.and we will get things clear.
Love is hard to find , a guy like you is even harder to come by.
Im sincerely sorry my dear

:(

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8:01 AM



Life is never fair .
You have to earn something if you want anything.
You have to use your own ability to get it.
Tmr will be a Gym day with sis.hahas.
we getting fatter and fatter due to our itcy mouth .
i think im really stressed over N lvl.
its being terrible to have that feeling of taking exams.
if i really kant make it , private is my choice!. :D
I L O V E B R Y A N G U O :33

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Monday, August 25, 2008


when three pictures combine into one.what the images of lifes happen when things changes.
alright , this few days i seem to keep throwing temper at the wrong time.
i think i might have to change a little for that.
maybe i dun really trust guys anymore.no more.
had enough of it and im tired of it.
Sorry dear if i have always been throwing temper at you.
i didn't mean it.you have to know that i really love you okays.
today , had fun with my dearest sis huiling .and its not only today ,
is EVERYDAY OKAY!.lols. =X.

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4:57 AM






Exams are near.fears drifted faster and even more forward front.
Today 's weather is bad.had new lens and take photo with them.lols.
If my N is up , Rewards will come and make sure i will drool if i saw it.
Study is all im goiing to do now.Every step that i have walk , i will see how to have it handled properly.and and I miss my Boyfriend =(

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008



Study really stress me to the core man.
private sch : good and bad comments.
poly sch:good comments.
ITE:utterly bad comments.

what should i do.
i wanna try poly.
O lvl so fcked up.
haiz.
i love bryan(:


4:33 AM






N lvl arh , come fast end fast please.
den at least i wun be living in misery
so headache.
so stress.
so fcked up.
cant wait to meet baby on sunday <3

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008



Even the back view of yours lingers my heart.
Bryan , i love you just the way you are.
In my heart , my love for you will nvr end
as i know that you will hold me till the end.
Every moment we spent , i will count.
and i will make sure Everytime wherever i go ,
i will always have you in my heart dear.
(:

N lvl stress is damn Fcked up man!=(

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She is the cutest and sweetest girl in my life.
though she is only primary 3 but yet a v matured lady.
her beauty that she express out is very special that everyone
might thinks that she is a pri 6 little girl.
she tolds me to focus on my N lvl nw and dun think about anything else.
and she is nobody but my CUTEST COUSIN that i will always dote on.
I LOVE WU YVETTE^^.

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12:50 AM




Today is a Saturday but im damn moody okay.
No mood for outing.but maybe will be out tmr.
is a definitely that i must be OUT OUT OUT.
cause i dun wan to see my fcking cousin Neo Ee Rui.
i have done nothing to offend u.
pls mind ur words nxt time okay.
so what if im a ah lian.
so what if im not.
U JEALOUS because you dun even Fit to be Ah beng.
please take a LOOK at urself into the FCKING BIG MIRROR.

Alright , i think i shall cool down and talk about things what ystd happen.
(:
yesterday went with my sister and my boyfriend at ps.
but unfortunately , it was nt a happy ending after the trip.
boyfrined was unhappy with my sis due to some reasons.
but i dun think anyone is to be blame.
Dear , i really hope nothing will happen in between us.
But only love.
ILOVEYOU[AIlouyou]
Sorry sometimes of my stubborness.
(:

Sis , ystd was a crazy outing with you.
Laughing non-stop throuhout the journey.
& u have gt to know my LOVE for you will nvr end!!=D

Loves ,
Cycena(:

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12:50 AM



Tmr will be a day out with my greatest sis.hahas.
goiing to watch 12 ''LOTUS''.with her.and of course my silly boyfriend.
will upload pics soon when the outing is over tmr.
im sure tmr's outing will be a nice one.
heard something that im v unhappy with.
its about my cousin.
ehs ee rui , i did nt offend you.
neither i said any bad or good remarks about you.
u say im ah lian , sorry im not.
appearance don count.
look clearer about me and understand what i am
thanks.(:
due to this , i think i do not wish to go to my cousin's house on sunday?.
=X
Dear , every step we walk ,
i will make sure we will never fall.(:
loves sis and boyfriend.(:

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12:50 AM



Everything is a sudden.
A sudden to love
A sudden to hate
A sudden that a person cares for you.
every person have a past .
a past to recall
a past to remember what we have done.
future we cant predict.
jus like now , i cant even predict who i will love.
i have been thinking twice and thrice throughout my mind.
who i really love , who i really wanna be with and who i think that can last quite long with me.
when i was small , i was hoping for forever this word in my heart.
but nw , i dun hope anymore neither to the worst , i do not even dare to think about it.
the fear of love this word has came to an extend that i my heart really dies for this word.
today went to eat sumo house with my greatest sis.hahas.
u noe smth eh , iloveher the most.of course i oso wun forget about my boyfriend either.
sis , although we do not noe our sistership will last how long.
but im sure that is DAMN FCKING LONG CAN.=XX.my other frens that is loving me , i oso wun forget all of you.=))

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After all , you are so sweet & lovely.
How hurtful i am in the past , i understand.
now i treasure because i strongly believe that
you will hold me all along and wun let me go.
Dear , let me have faith again in love.
Dun dissapoint me.(:
1o.o8.o8 x3

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Sunday, August 10, 2008











Went to watch fireworks.Fun and tired day ^^

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Thursday, August 7, 2008





Yesterday had a fun day with two silly guys =.= .lols.keep laughing all the way from the journey of choa chu kang to bukit timah.went to bukit timah for pool.guess what?.two of the guys performed not so bad , but in the end still lose to me.=X.haha.having much more to say , ystd you asked me whether i would liked to be your girlfriend , sorry that i have to speak the truth and hurtful words.i know how much it hurts alright.cause i rmb i was once rejected be4 too.but i stiue kan be your very very good friend.dun think so much alrights.im getting fatter and FATTER soon.GOSH .=( .i will stopped here and will nt be blogging for quite sometimes.if i have time i will update even more ^^.loves all my frens :DD

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9:07 PM




im back to blog.so long since i blogged yea?(:
those who want to meet me up , im sorry to say recently i have been doiing art.
if frens are close to me sure knows bout it (:
meet all of you asap !=DD.dun worry^^


9:07 PM


Sunday, August 3, 2008






Everyone is searching for perfections in their life.so do i.having so much words unspoken.they left in a moment in my eyes.today i meet laopo.it was like a week i haven been seeing her?.and my daddy oso.its like 1 nd half yr i haven been seeing him.hahas.the pain still floats in every drip of my heart which is circulating.im happy to be back my ownself again.as happy and cheerful as the past.i dun even need to worry about anything in my life.just wanna find a person who kan hold my hand long and really treat me good and that will be a great gift from heaven.i cherish everyone around me.including my dear lil sisters.and all thos ppl who really dotes me from my past till nw.you all are so great.loves!

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8:18 AM


Saturday, August 2, 2008




Today have fun with ppl goiing out with me.and i once recieve a warm hug (:
I always believe in myself (:

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