This four days stay at home.
Feeling so sick.lukily no fever anymore ;)
i am having heavy and serious flu.hate it!.
its been long i have been so sick.=(

Recently my life seems to be a messed.
Staying at my boyfriend house feeling so bored!
Very restless and feeling strengthless.
Hope can recover soon and find a work soon too!:)
This year 2009 many things happen and changes in life.
So many things have been happening to me all in a sudden.
Sometimes it makes me think that i really shouldn't left my father house.
i should have stay.but those words from his mouth was so hurtful and cant be heard.

My mum says - i gave her harm
i am her burden
you know those words just makes me think so hard.
Since i gave her harm , i should stay away instead of staying.
Since i am her burden , what for increasing it?.
Sometimes it stress me till i burst out those tears from my eyes.
i even keep thinking what the hell my parents want from me.
am i just a toy in their eyes?.

Not that i prefer boyfriend which is not my husband den parents.
is because i dunno wat they always want.
its making me stress and going crazy.
i am 17 nxt year 18 , so just what my parents want from me?
My Father not willing to give me money further my studies.
so do my mum.
and what is all these ?.
Making me feeling so Stress.
i start to work , but how long can i work.

In these world , without cert is equals to without high pay.
but since my parents is nt giving me to continue study there is no point anymore.
How i wish i could touch books again ;(.

Now at least im happier a little
........

Labels: sick ;(

♥ 2:22 AM

sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
sorry bi
bibi dun angry liao ok i will alway love u for who u r
Hubby<3Wifey
Muackz^.^

♥ 8:32 AM

Cycena is sick!;((.
Boyfriend is in camp.nobody take care of me.
hais!.Cycena havin g Flu , Cough , and fever.
Going to die soon.
her birthday is coming at 6th of january.
Anyone want to come?. :p

♥ 10:24 PM

Recently alort of stuffs been happening to me.
First i did something that dun even dare in my life.
this is the first time i felt so down and stress and pulling everyone together with me.
Denny , Dominic , Joey , Adrian.
Denny-so sorry that i couldnt give you any good promises.
even as a friend , i failed to be a good one.
there is too many misunderstanding between us.
whatever you have done for me before , deep in my mind i will always remember you.
You are the first guy whom seen me twice , know me in a short time and just because of me you left your friend and go in the cab to cab down bukit timah with me and joey.

You are the first guy whom seen me twice , know me in a short time and just because of me borrow 50 dollar from your mum to go out outing with me without letting me disappointed.

You are the first guy whom seen me twice , know me in a short time and just because of me , words from my mouth you do it for me.

i really thank you for all these so much.
Deep in my heart , never will i forget all these.


Adrian -Baby , i know i have hurt you for giving you all these.
i know that i have break your heart to the max.
i know that you drink cause of me.
i know you got drunk cause of me.
Baby , you know all these that you have done makes me feel so pain to see you
cry.those promises we made i will never forget it.


Joey & Dominic -Sorry that i have disappoint the both of you.My moment of foolish make you both troublesome.So sorry.



Cycena is so messed up by her life.
Currently staying at boyfriend house.
Her Birthday is coming.
Her wish is to have 99 roses
Her wish is to have a huge hello kitty.
But anyone can give her to make her happy?.
i doubt no one. :)

Labels: its a rainy night that day.

♥ 10:39 PM