Simplicity.

Monday, June 29, 2009

Mum says that i am gonna stay at boyfriend house till my new house arrives.
so i shall stay with my boyfriend with few months like this.
happy about that;/
My deareest dearie birthday is coming soon.so just wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY k?:D

Baby , i love you so muchh.

♥ 4:17 AM

Friday, June 26, 2009

Sorry readers that i have been neglecting the blog recently.
I have been working from that time so i do not have any much time to blog.
My work was nt a bad one & its easy also.is a surveyor job.

Today baby picked me up after work.was very happy about that.thanks baby.
Baby , today we quarrelled again.was very sad.heart beating miles away/
i have never felt this before baby.really i didn't.
i didn't expect or even to imagine that you will shout at me.
thats when my mind went blank and didn't even want to drop any tears.
actually i am holding on.and im telling myself not to be like a cry baby.
But still , the very last , i did cry.
Whenever i get to see the angry faces from you , i really cant control my own emotions to cry.
i am sorry baby.
nt that i always cry easily , its because i always cry because there is a reason behind it.

Baby , you must knw that not that i wanna calculate with you this and that.
i knw its not good for that.
but you know when my mum ask me where did i spend my money at.i dun really wish to answer and she will start nagging at me.
it makes me feel stress too you know?.

Mum says that i fall very deeply for you , yes i do baby.so deeply that i believed that everyone can see right?.
Maybe i believed because that you are my longest boyfriend.
thats the reason why i am still holding on like what i told you .
Baby , you say that you wun be short-tempered anymore.you say that you will changed.
i believed that you will , because of one sentence.
the sentence is : You are Cycena's boyfriend.that makes her trust you.

Baby , i wun hate you for shouting at me , but i will remember how you shout at me .
it hurts you knw?.deep in my heart , will never be amended.

Labels: it hurts

♥ 11:02 AM

Sry bibi that i today shout at i didn't mean it de.
Bi i'm really that tis past 5 month plus really thx for all de care n love you gave mi
i really appreciate it very much.
No matter Wat happen we will face it together ok, i will hold your hand tight
and never let you off.
Bi you know hw much i love you ma ?
The words can't be explain hw much i love you,
i love you more then you do :x
Bi my BIRTHDAY coming soon liao ley you should know wat to do hor :x
Bi my birthday wat are you going to give mi must give mi a Big Big present for mi hor :x
Hubby<3wifey

Labels: Adrian Love Cycena

♥ 10:40 AM

Monday, June 22, 2009

Tmr i am gonna work.happy for that :)
jus wanna work.dun wanna think so much for anything.
$ matters in my mind.
hais!.Cycena this few day feels so blurr.~.~

Now , everyday i can see my baby cause he is working 8-5 :)

Labels: i realised .

♥ 7:46 AM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Why Cycena feels so sad nw.even if her baby says that no matter what he will always be beside her.
i am just wondering what happen to my life recently.towards my life , i dun feel i have any goals.
i just feel that i aim things aimlessly.but at least i knw i just want to lead a normal life will do.
Baby always says that i think too much.but i dun really think so.
i am growing up as days pass by you knw baby?.
its gonna be different from my young age.
when you are young , you are under parents care.
but once you grown up , problems come up , most of it have to be done by you.

To Baby : although i do not know how much you love me , but i can ensure you is my love for you just seems so countless.Maybe because you are the first guy who spend with me for long.long enough den others.every minute we walk , every steps we took , will be the sweetest of all.ur sweet smile i will never forget.Baby , hold my hand and never let it off alright?.cos i do not want to fall and feel the hurt on my knee again.it hurts so much.i hope that i could just stick with you for a normal life will do.

Now i really dun know what should i do.hais!

Labels: deep in my heart

♥ 7:24 PM

Baby , we have been together so far already.
recently i have been thinking whether am i a good girlfriend to you?.
or am i just a stubborn girl to you?.
Sometimes when i thought of my past , i think i am better to boyfriend den now.
i feel unfair at times.you knw?.
Today mum nag at me again , but is the bigger issue.more to marriage.
i believe i will be married during my young age?.

Baby , my fear is getting nearer.i fear that you leave me.
i am thinking what if it really happens?.
Baby , maybe some days your feeling just fade away?.
i am really feeling stress now.
i dun want to give up , because of one word called LOVE.

Love seems blind to me.
i dun hurt people.but i always allow people to put their hurts into me.
am i being too kind for that?.
haishaishaishais!.

i just want to see my boyfriend tmr asap.
i am sad :(

Labels: am i selfish?

♥ 9:44 AM

Friday, June 19, 2009

now at baby's house.feeling so bored!@.@
Tmr is a sat !and im gonna go out with my SISTER!.yea :)
i wanna job :( .i know i have repeat it alort of times though.

Baby , i will always stay with you and maybe till old right?.:)
I just wanna stay by your side and lead a normal life.
cos i am just a normal girl :)

Labels: i realised that nth is fantasy

♥ 2:03 AM

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Today went to hougang with my baby .this few days i have been pei-ing my baby :)
i am such a good gf isn't it?.hah!i know i am bhb la hor ~ ;X
Baby , i hope that i wun get anymore scoldings from you already alright?
Soon you gonna book in army ler and i am gonna start to miss you so so much.
nw i suddenly feel like what if i am not gonna see you for one day.the feeling really i couldn't imagine.
those photos adre uploaded nw ;)

Labels: deep in my heart

♥ 8:21 AM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Today whole day have been staying at baby's house.
nw i am posting because i dun wish that my blog is very dead yea.
Mum always nagg at me at all the old same things again and again.
but i knw she nag because she cares for me. :)
Sometimes i think that i am not a good daughter but i really hope to be one of them
maybe i need time to be sensible enough to think.
Tomorrow going to hougang to find work so that there will be no more nag unless i have a decent job right mum?.haha.

In my heart , i always know that my boyfriend loves me alort and he dotes on me.
he is my first boyfriend who makes me feel this way.i think that those people who knows be also will be shocked that i have walked so far after so long right?
Everytime when i change boyfriend , i feel so tiring and sick of it.but i think nw it wun be the same anymore already.

So hope readers will enjoy my blog and photos will be up soon yea.

BABY!i will always love you that much. :)

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 7:00 AM

Monday, June 15, 2009

Baby !! Today you booking out ler.i so happy can?.haha.

i am missing you so much.miss the days i hug you :(

Baby , tomorrow we go market and buy things to cook ok?.

Now we seems to be like husband and wife .doing house stuffs.

I was wondering what if one day it becomes real in life.

Everyday i dream of my future , wonder how isit gonna be like.

Dream , Dream and Dream.Baby , your sweetness i cant resist :)

You are my addiction :)

Labels: Baby ; baby ~

♥ 5:11 PM

Sunday, June 14, 2009

From wednesday onwards have been staying with baby always.

went out with baby's friend and his wife.really had lots of fun.

went to east coast , though is far but yet we enjoy alot. ;)

Tomorrow baby is booking out again.can get to hug him again ;p

Mum nagg yesterday.so stressed up. ;(

Baby console me.but yet , i still need to get something done eventually.

Baby , I love you like how jesus doted on us like his own child.

Whenever i cry for you , means it shows that how much you stand in my heart.

i understand in this world if there is no $ everyone will die very directly , and love cant buy money.Mum says this sentence right.

But baby , dun worry i wun leave you unless you did.

together we have walk for 5 mths .to others is short maybe .but i think that is already long.

Everytime you held my hand so tight wherever we go , i feel so sweet of you.

When you hug me and say i love you these three words , i feel that there is someone that i can lean against.

Being with you wasnt a mistake , having you by my side was right.

But baby , how our future will be like?.

i am wondering still whether i should study or work?.

I love you ;)

Labels: i realised that nth is fantasy

♥ 8:48 AM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Readers , i am now not at the convenient for blogging.
decided to post about what happen today if not i believed that my blog will be dead right?.haha.

Today went out with my baby and den met huiling sis and cailin and pei chee afterwards is my dearie and her ex boyfriend.all of us are crazily chit chatting.many photos taken .but have to wait until i get back to my home to post all the pictures.Sunday the photos will be up.so must be patients alright?

Baby , with you i feel so doted.
thanks for your patience with me.
all these while , i have never even thought of having any long relationship.
but you came into my life and you changed my view for evrything that i see.

And lastly , i finally saw pei chee and cailin.haha.its been long since i saw them.and and my little ling ling .haha.means huiling la.;x.
and and my dearie too. ;)
Love all of them.
they are important to me . ;)

Labels: Perhaps love. (:

♥ 10:07 AM

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Baby is gonna to have POP later on.
I miss my baby so much.
He says that his gonna cook porridge for me.
He says that he misses me so much.
He says that he wants to see me soon.

I realised that Baby is getting so sweet as each and everyday passes by,
Baby , Tmr when i see you shall hug you .
and i always really wanted to tell you that you really held me so high up without even letting me to touch the ground.
Meeting you was really a fate.Loving you was really an honoured.
Maybe i do not know how much i stand in your heart.But i know that i am always high up there right?.
Whenever i Cry , it is always because the reason of you.
Whenever i Smile , it is also the reason of you.
No matter i smile , or i cry , you are always the reason.
In my eyes , i have nvr had such a long boyfriend before.
But you are the only one which is that long.
and you are the one who really i feel what love is.
Baby , lets make this love so sweet so that everyone can envy alright?.
[iloveyoubibi!]

Labels: 050109

♥ 9:05 AM

Sunday, June 7, 2009

My Boyfriend , i will always love. ;)

Today baby book in ler.soon will see him on his pop parade marching.

Today had a little tiff over something.dun wished to mentioned.

suddenly , i miss baby so much.

Baby , one thing you must always knw.

the thing is i will always love .

Labels: i miss my baby ;(

♥ 11:10 AM

Friday, June 5, 2009

BABY!HAPPY 5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

Baby , Thanks for being with me this 5 mths.you are the

first boyfriend who go through so far with me.the thick

and thin, we hold our hands and walk through it

together.Starting i thought we could not go any far

cause i always have a thinking that all my boyfriend will

be like this.but you are the one who makes me think

differently.although sometimes we have a little tiff

between each other , in my heart , i still dun have any

mindset that i wanna leave you.because you are the

first guy that i will feel heartpain for ,jealous for ,

crying for.i will love you like how your pretty mum and

handsome dad love you too.Baby , i just hope for one

thing.the thing is to last with you baby ; )

Labels: Searching for perfection ((:

♥ 7:52 AM

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Baby is gonna book out soon!.
waiting for the day.
im gonna rot without jobs.so bored staying home.
i really miss baby so much.,
My dearie is gonna admit hospital soon ;(
cos she dun wan go home!she so stubborn.feel like boxing her man!@@
jus nw went to pei her.tired and bused home.
My face grow so many beans ler.hmphs.lol.

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 9:18 AM

All these photos are taken last week.enjoy readers.take care.shall post tonight(:

♥ 12:18 AM

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

These three pictures are posted now cause now den i realised that this three pictures exist.

lol.

just woke up.feeling bored.missing my baby.hope he books out real soon.

currently now my dearie and her boyfriend having some conflicts.

hope they settle it soon and nothing happens to them.giving them suggestion currently.

lastly , i wanna a job badly.!

Labels: unless you are her.

♥ 11:40 PM

Today went to bugis for interview with my dearie.
was very tired and went home early.

Baby didn't called me for the whole day till just nw cause he went to discovery centre.lols.

Baby , i really can feel ur love towards me.you are the first guy who really loves me.i think no one can be better then you right?.
ILOVEYOUBIBI!

Labels: you will never know her

♥ 8:44 AM

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

This few days many things happen.alright , shall post it all at once?. :)

Work.

My Boyfriend

Im currently crazily looking for one job.a stable one will do.who bothers what job is that.just any will do.Today went to far east with my dearie for job hunting.was really exhausted the whole day.cos didnt have enough sleep.

This two days i have been so called quarreling with my boyfriend?.

Baby , soon its our 5 mths.im very happy.although i always ask you that what i do to deserve your love.maybe it sounds a little silly.although at times i wished to give up.but whenever i thought of it , i will cry so automatically.i really dunno why i have tears flowing for you.heart crying for you.it really pains me when i heard you talking to me in different ways.today actually i wanted to cry , but i hold on.cos i tell myself that i will never shed any tears again.To me , it really hurts.i was always thinking am i a good girlfriend?.or should i be better?.Sometimes u make me angry , i seem to forget it in a short while.i dun wish to remember unhappy things.my expectation for you , you should knw.its very simple.nt asking you to go above the sky to pluck a shiny star for me.or anything even tougher.If i dun love you , what for i have done all these just to prove my love towards you?.i can have the choice to run away from this love.but i didnt.Because i knw that you love me and you only have me in your heart.i dun hope much changes from you.just a little will do.i really hate it when you talking to girls regardless is she call or whoever call.Even the very moment your phone rang at the wrong time , i know is a girl.because my six sense say so.this matter that i request , isit very hard for you to accomplish?.even that time you told me that you wun go to the window to talk , but you didn't kept ur promise towards me.i thought my boyfriend will remember , but my boyfriend dissapoint me utterly.

Cycena still loves her boyfriend that much.

I just want a simple love , simple life , everything simple.isit so hard?

Labels: her soul fades eventually.breathe hard to survive.

♥ 9:35 AM