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8:37 AM


Friday, January 29, 2010


Cycena is currently at home.
life is being such a waste without doing anything.
Wrong/right , i think when i grow older is only when i know how to think for myself , my future.
After all , Guys are all the same in some kind of ways.
woke up and heard a bad news that travis is going court nxt week.
though i don know what has happen.but , god bless him with nothing happen towards him.
Cycena is sick and tired of everything.


10:57 PM



Its Going to new year soon!.Many things like happen so suddenly in one weeks time.Maybe just like what my mum say.i seems to be like her when she is young.she chosen wrongly for her freedom of her life , even for bet on marriage with my dad.she told me once not to be like her.But after all is still a choice of me.no one can force me for anything.this few days i dun seem to be myself.i felt so super depressed.i felt that another spirit is inside me.why love tends to be so hurtful.everytime when i fall in love , i just fell in it.

Yesterday went prawning after my baby booked in.but he didn't which i don know.not because i am prawning.is because i am talking to my mum and rico.yes , i owed him an explanation.i really do.i hate to seat down at the table without speaking.but i dunno what i should say.i feel so uneasy till now.i am really not myself,.yesterday my bf took his fren's bike down and saw me seating down with rico .his furious face makes my heartbeat run faster than ten times.after the first incident that i hurt my boy , i wun want to repeat again.i hate myself for not being me.

i know you said that you will treat me better.but who can ensure this?.i feel like i dun even have a choice of mine.i dun even feel that i can say anything.i really don.all i feel is just like between you and my mum.Once you told me that Money can buy a person's body , can buy everything but not love.But without money , you cannt even start a family with the one you love.everything is connected with money.But i am not like other girls who only think about money.i am not like other girls who carry only branded and not others.you gave me attitude as an when u like when u felt moody , even i dun have frens doing all this.which makes me feel that why should tolerate.

you said i treat frens like shit.do i?.if it does , why there are frens still following with me.to me i felt so stress.stress till even i left my key on the door for hours without even realising it.it feels so shity.i hate that kind of feeling.i sat down on the chair for 1hr45min without knowing time passes so fast.i feel like i am going to fly.you said so many words, so many sentences but after all in your heart i know that you felt very angry and dun know what to do about me just like hw y mum is feeling.you once told me feelings , you said that feelings can come easily , but do you know is not because of money than feelings will come?.maybe all the while you have been like this towards your past gf.but sorry i am not.totally different.

i am Cycena .and it will never change.you said i am rude to frens , or shity to frens , its ok.as long as i know i treat my friends well.its alright.you want to say i make u pay like an idiot , you jus go think about it , i did not request for your payments.Joey brought a fone from you.maybe 200 bucks to you is just 2 cents.to us , it can be used for many ways.you do things without informing.walk away as an when u like.give attitude like nobody business.show faces without saying why.just because of your irresponsible , i have to get scolded from Joey .it makes me damn pissed off.

You say i have done nothing to you as a fren or even for you as a fren.maybe yes i shoud say since you insist on thinking that way.thats why i prefer to kept my mouth shout when i was sitting infront of you.be it wrong or right , i wun say anything.because i dun think that i wish to say anything.Once you said that you dislike my bf , and you make me feel like i also must be the same .it makes me feel that i dun have the right to choose & everything is jus under you.i hate it.

My father once said :Girl ah , find boyfriend , rich , handsme , ugly , fat or what is ok.even if is poor , as long as he treats you better than anything is ok already.and make sure he dotes on you.i will always remember this.even a guy with money , they flirt and just throw money to you , what for being your husband.you are not gonna be happy even.waiting for a person is painful, i know .is up to u whether u think that person is worth or not.in singapore , out of 10 , 1 will be waiting , but 9 will just prefer to let it go.

Everyone in this world deserve a chance & Everyone have their road they prefer to choose.

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5:54 AM


Monday, January 11, 2010

Love is easy to come , hard to manage.
Alright , My birthday indeed most of them attend.
happy about that.seriously my birthday was the biggest for this year.
Sorry for no pictures.because was too busy entertaining people.
thought My boyfriend forgotten my cake , but he didnt. ;).
enjoyed my day alot.and this the first time i feel freaking sleeping.
cos maybe i didnt sleep enough and get so sleepy.not that i am drunk ok!.

Now i am super headache.between my boyfriend and my mum.
Mum always like to say :You always side your Bi bi bi.
Boyfriend always like to say : You always like to side your mum.
You know sometimes it just makes me go crazy.
sometimes there is so many misunderstanding between them.thats what i can see.
and Since so long i have been staying at boyfriend house , i have nvr been dislike by other parents before.Baby , you know your father is the first.

Not as if i dun know how to wash clothes.
Not as if i dun know how to keep my things.
is i know , but your family members were too many, i need to wait.
i am not those to be first.
and Bi , dun ever go scold your father.
Because it will make it worse.

Cycena Just wants to work now.
its been so long that she has not been working!. D:

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8:40 AM


Thursday, January 7, 2010

Those who is coming Cycena's birthday , please dun be late.is 8pm ah!
Anything sms my number 81154233. :)
dun call ah.cos handphone no money as i am going home on Monday ;)


Cycena is 18~!:D


10:07 PM


Monday, January 4, 2010

Cycena's Most wanted Birthday Present is ............Hello Kitty!;p
Seems Childish ? , yes i know.thats the way Cycena is.
Never grown up in her world.But grown up in her thoughts. :)

Guys Take Note that My birthday will be held at Serangoon Garden
Start at -8pm.
end at 2pm in the midnights.
Date-9th january 2010 :).
its not my exact Birthday though ,
My exact is 6th january.:)




i have grown up for 18 years.
thanks for people who has been loving me so much.
Huiling Sis , sorry and lastly sorry that i didnt attend your birthday.
But remember that i am always here to pick you up when you fall.
You are My Best Sister.!<3

Dearie , we have always been close.
thanks for teaching me when i am stupid at times.
its been already so long , we didnt quarrel.
you are always beside me when i cry to comfort me.
;)

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11:40 PM



Maybe i am wrong to treat you so bad.
Maybe i am wrong to treat you unreasonable.
Maybe i am just wrong for everything i have done.
I hate myself for changes in me.
I hate what i have become for today.
But is you the one who make my wrongs for today.
It hurts so much to hear you to say those words.
i trust myself to change.
i trust myself to become better.
But can you let me trust you so seriously that i once did?.
i did even twice.but it just cut so deep that no one can ever amend.
You said i make you crazy , sometimes i believe i do.
those things i have done really makes you go crazy.
i am really sorry my dear.
But can you just change me like how you know me from the start.
i want to be back like past.
i wanna the past me.
i wanna trust you.
i wanna , really i do.
i am so freaking crazy yesterday.
those word really drives me mad.
i really don know already.
i am really very Moody.
i scared i am hurt again.
i scared i trust wrong .
i am just caring a word with me called scared.
Sometimes i prefer to fuck care about it.
i was thinking that to change back my past is the best.
i rather to be stupid once again and again and always again.
After Yesterday , i prefer to gave you back those trust.
Hurt me as much as you can.
i am just so fine with it.

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1:57 AM


Sunday, January 3, 2010


Cycena Birthday is Coming!:DD


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