Today had my dinner with johnson uncle and my mummy.
the place is grand corpthorne..i have never been there before.
we went over there to have buffet.heard that it was an international buffet.
the variety of the foods were very little.if they have more it will be better.
but overall the food was quite delicious as my stomach is hungry!;(

what johnson uncle say was correct-a woman should......
number one :be slim~(because its healthier and good for health)
number two :all of the guys , out of ten , ten is fan jie de~.
number three:[girls should be neat and clean.]
all these above im greedy to get it soon~!.

Girls are so pathetic after they get pregnant~~......\

So what if i am freaking ugly , its non of your mother fucking business.
dun say it to other ears , whisper into my ears.

Labels: i realised that nth is fantasy

♥ 8:27 AM

Cycena is feeling so tired.but afterall she has no choice lanlan have to work. ;(
Just now i was calling to ask the arrival time and guess what?.i called wrong.was very blur lorh.
didn't know why today i am so freaking tired.maybe is because of the medicine bah.
not very sure about it.eventually i uses my lunch time to sleep and i really did fall asleep.like a pig man.~.Tommorow is a friday!.so happy.tommorow after work i will have my dinner at indonesia buffet.is very expensive and i am sure the food will taste very very niice right?.

last week you guys should be wondering where i have been right?.oh well , i went out with my mum on saturday night.had my dinner with my boyfriend at cine and it was very crowded that day.waited for mum i think around 3 hours den she came and fetch me and my boyfriend to have a sing in the partyworld.we will crazily singing and it was johnson uncle who brought us there.my mum say that i like few years no sing like that.haha.!

last last week i have my dinner at sushi teh and it was very yummy.i keep calling from the menu as if is free?.lolz.because the bill goes to johnson uncle~~.oh well , my mum says that i am super realistic but humans are all same?. ;x.

I wanna see baby soon~!!.i miss him like hell~.the day before baby book in again like past , he send me home ..but wait...before that he disturb me at his house .make me fuming like hell man.
at first he ask me go home myself den i agreed and left angrily but didn't know that baby was walking behind me.he kns de lorhhs.lol.but it was sweet baby :) .baby , no matter how much quarrels we have overcome , after all , we still love each other right?.7th month is arriving :)
baby , i didn't realise we will walk this far.till now i still cannot believe it.but you really prove me that you are different from those guys that i once had.they played my feelings and throw me , but you didn't.this the only thing that i seen which is different from them.but its more than enough baby :) .i love you these three words holds many meaning in it.so i am gonna say i love you baby :)

Labels: deep in my heart

♥ 1:29 AM

Labels: i realised that nth is fantasy

♥ 7:29 AM

Baby , gonna stay in tommorow ler right?.
i am gonna miss you so much~.
photos finally uploaded.
baby , all these whiles , you have been by my side giving me the upmost love i needed.
so sorry about today.it really hurts i understand.
i promise not to mention those again alright?.
i will be guai guai de ok?as i promise you.
Baby , our 7th month is coming.
so fast right?.
i will miss you so much.i really cant get used with you not by my side.
but i and you have no choice but to follow your army law.haiz.
But nvm , baby is booking out on saturday.
but baby going work at saturday ;(.
baby , no matter what happen , i will be by your side de.
no more stupid jokes ler ok baby?.
iloveyou.muackz.
photos of the neoprint is taken since sec 1 , 2 , 3 de.
due to my blog is like so dead , i decided to upload it :P
nights reader.
love baby^^

Labels: you will never know her

♥ 8:03 AM

its my fault , my wrong.
for becoming like this i am sorry.
Cycena promises herself from now onwards
she will give the trust you needed.
never doubt about it.
if she do again , she is not Cycena anymore.

♥ 12:58 AM

Working is my daily life.because as i knw that if i do not work , there will be no income.there is no one that i can depend on.today will be the day that i will be heading back to ang mo kio again.
Guys are fake at times , real at times.
Last time she uses to be a very good girlfriend in everyone eyes.
but what has happen to her?.
Maybe this is the longest? , Maybe.
Why does she feels this way so easily?can anyone just whisper to her ears?
What is trust?.trust is about what?
now i nw faraway relationship is tiring.loving a person is a test.
[patience , care and concern.]

Friends are always around you , no matter how hard you fall.
no matter how pain your heart is , your true friend is always there.

Baby , your ways , your expression , your moves , your everything , i knew half of it.
is not as in today is the first day i met you , i hug you , i kiss you , i look at you , i know you , i understand about you.
Baby , you are the longest , yes.
you treat me very good , yes.
i really appreciate alot.
How you treat me , i will remember.
i wun forget people's good towards me.
including you my dearest.
i love being with you.
i love talking to you.
all these i really love.
Baby , all these whiles , i just want you to love me more you know?.

photos will be 100percent up tonight.
sorry people.~

Labels: Cycena .pieces that speaks ;

♥ 10:10 PM

Photos will be uploaded by tonight.
if wednesday baby stay in den tommorow i will be back to ang mo kio again.hahas.
photos of friday will be uploaded by tonight :)
Enjoyed myself this weekend very much.
Love Baby :)

Labels: i miss my baby ;(

♥ 9:18 PM

My dearie says that my blog is dead!so imma gonna update something alright?.haha.but photos are at my bf house.due to the lag of the computer , i didnt upload.so the latest will be by friday.because i believe there will be many photos up alright?.

Labels: Nvr step deeply

♥ 10:43 PM

Cycena is going to her beauty sleep soon.
nighs everyone :)
Those old words:Cycena love everyone who loves her :)

BLOG UNDER MAINTENANCE.PS :X

Labels: Nvr step deeply

♥ 7:52 AM

Yesterday just got to know that baby's camp is at sembawang and its a stay in camp.
although it sounds abit shag but baby dun need to trouble himself to travel up and down.

To Baby:Cycena just had a very simple wish.the wish is to be by your side/showing all the care & love beside you.Baby , you always says that i am a crying baby.yes i am .if one day we quarrel i didn't shed any tears meaning there is something wrong already.i cry because i love .Yesterday by talking to you in different ways , i am sincerely feeling very sorry.My heart doesn't peace thats why i cried.I know i maybe stubborn , unreasonable and everything.Baby , i am so sorry ok?.I admit i treat boyfriend better in the past.But hope you can just give me time to change all the wrongs in me alright?.Baby , when you stay in , i will miss the days i hug you tightly to sleep in the night.really i do :( .

Labels: Let me once believe in love again.(:

♥ 7:10 PM

Baby Baby !Today is your birthday already.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!.
Baby , this my first time spending birthday with you.
i promise you to grant those two wish that you grant from me yesterday in the bus on our way home.
the first wish i will get it for you once i had my pay alright?.
as for the second wish , you must promise me not to smoke den i can grant you :x
cos hor , bi ur second wish is you also must do a part of it also.hah!
Baby , i am happy being with you~times with you is better than what i had before.
you gave me strength when i am about to fall.
you gave me your shoulder to lean when i feel sad.
you never fail to give anything that i once request for.
even you have failed , its because you have tried.
everything simply you did just for me.
baby , i knw sometimes i am imperfect.
but baby you must know that for you , everything could be done.
i love the only you this silly , cute , stupid you.
Muackz!!

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♥ 7:13 PM

Now Cycena's life everyday is about work.work is about everyday :)
soon will be moving into new house at hougang already.
and even soon is baby's birthday is coming.
Baby , i miss you so much even when i am at work or anywhere.
everyday just wish to see you seating beside me. :)
i am very happy and proud to annouce to everyone that you are a very good boyfriend to me you know?
No matter how unhappy you are in the past, now is different.
cos i am willing to be your happy pie to cheer you up.
but baby you must know that i am different from others.
i am different from the girls you love , you care , you had before.
remember that i am cycena.you know?.
i love you so much till the whole world even knew about it and its like the greatest news in singapore.
Although sometimes i might get angry over things , i might look at you in different ways , i might dun hear words that you said .but i am always loving the one and only you.
we might have quarrels , we might hate each other at times , we might tend to cry at times , but i also believed that all these does not stop us from loving each other.correct baby?.
that day , i was being told by you that i dun bear to spend money on guys.
yes , i do.i dun bear .i only bear to spend it on my close friends?
baby , touch deep in my heart and does it sounds like cycena is like this?.
if it is so be it .you know my heart aches more than anything else.
but i choose to let those things fall on me den you.
IloveYou

♥ 12:02 AM

Nw i am staying at baby house and soon my mum will be moving to hougang.

and very soon i will see my dearie everyday.wahaha!.

now everyday been working.only rest on sunday. :)

Sorry dearie that i didnt msg you when i woke up.so sorry.

hope you didnt get real angry. :(



In life i do not know how would i be like because i dun wish to imagine either.

i will see as days passes by.

Now i know why money is hard to earn.and i also know how my mum feel when she is working 7 days with no rest.Now i really feel everything that i always thought is so easy.



Baby , we have been together for quite long already.

i really want to say.

thanks for the care ,

the love that you have given to me.

i know i have been stubborn for times.

but i always understand that you understands me the most.maybe even much better than my mum.

i really just hope to walk with you.and share all the joy & even the sadness i have with you.

although i do not know how much i matters in your heart.but i believe no matter what you are always beside watching me and picking me up whenever i fall.

today ur words really hurts.because i have already try to be the old me.

can you just give me a chance to return.i hope its possible. :(

Baby , You must know something.

always remember that CYCENA is here. :)

♥ 9:12 AM

Sorry guys for not updating.nw using my bf idiot china phone .
when i gt my allowance and pay at the end of this month will get a handphone soon.
this few days working.will be home for further update alright?.loves!

♥ 11:32 PM

DEARIE! a very happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to you
happy birhtday to you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.!

dearie grown up liao no more childish liao ah :x
Your birthday no matter what i will be there.
must ring me alright?!
haha!
this few days been staying baby house.
very fun and happy.
But mum says that she hardly falls asleep without me.
*^*^
hope i can get the admin jobs so that no need to work for the watch.
but if never work feels so bored .


Baby , our 6th month is arriving.in our relationship , there are ups and down.
the happy and the unhappy ones.
we laugh , we smile , we cry.
i dun wish to remember those unhappy ones.
i really dun wan our relationship to be unhappy.
although i do not know how serious you looked into our relationship , but i will just do my part as a girlfriend to be there for you.hope you appreciate it.
i am not a girl for you to nagged at , scold at .
but i am a girl for you to take care of.to love and care.
Baby , i just want you to dote and love me more.
and everything because of you can be done.
you know?
in every words i type here , i say it truely. :)

Labels: Nvr step deeply

♥ 10:57 AM