sometimes , i do wonder are my smiles real for the days.

My good sisters and close friends kept asking me to stop my fake laughters infront of them.zz.

but i told them im nort faking my laughters .& they told me something even worse.they asked me to cry out if i feel like crying.

seriously , i haven been asking my heart that do i really stiue have you with me nort.

not knowiing the answers well though.

as i said , is your choice , your life , your road.

nort mine .im a nobody to decide for you.

once upon a time , i held my promise up high .

but now my promise was low down the floor.

sorry that i did not kept my promises towards you.

sorry that i cannot be as perfect as what you ever wanted.

i only know that when the days we are together , i really did put my hearts & souls into this relationship & i guess my sisters and friends knew it too.(:.today after sch went to eat till stomach feel so unwell.zz.im missing someone nw.guess who?:(

To Si En sis : Dun be sad or worry for me .

i am alright.

dun blame yourself for not looking after me all these whiles alright.

i will takaiire of myself ders.

take good care of yourself too(:

loves!