Baby , when im sad
when im happy
when im confused
when im lost & do not know what to do.
you always appear from no where.
even is just a phone call.
a simple call , it makes me feel that i wan to depend on you
for how long we could live.
Baby ; Baby , i missing you now.
Hope you enjoying your trips with your frens.
:))
Labels: Baby ; Baby .1st october 2008
♥ 11:38 PM
Today had a scolding from my dad again.
loving a person & seein the person whom you love is gone is it that painful?
but why do you have to cling to a new partner to show that you have no interest anymore?.
its this call a revenge in love to show your next partner that you are living better then him / her?.
In love there is no wrong or right
is whether you know how to cherish the other part of yours or not.
Sometimes sacrifice dun speaks but it says whatever is written.
alrights , not really happy stuff we put it aside den.
About my happiness i always never spoke that much.
Esmond , this few days whether im sad or happy you are always there
For minutes , for sec , u never fail to leave me alone.
During 12 pm tonight , i would proudly annouced that you are officially my boyfriend.
Your sweetness i can't resist you know?.silly you ((:
♥ 8:06 AM
When you were a little kid , just a little dote from your parents will do.
When you cry , they will say its alright.
But when you grow up , things that you have to face its more and more challenging.
everything , you gonna do it on ur own.
Recentlly many things happen.;unexpected & expected.
Regardless if i pass my N or i fail , i wanna spend my life happily.
i dun mind independent pain.i mind if i am unhappy for the rest of my life.
Boy , every little things you do.even it seems unseen , but sometimes i still feel that you are sweet ((: .
Labels: 只有[天]知道我有多么爱你 ;D
♥ 3:49 AM
i wanna wash it away.
i wanna let it fade away.
i wanna bid goodbye about it.
The sweet & eventually the bitter toos.
You say sweet words once that captured my heart.
i treat it true.even hurting words for real.
Now , i do not know what i really want
i do not speak for myself.
let my heart do these alright.
& meiting ting , my new hair will be comiing soon ehs.!=D
Labels: [♥loavyoleimissyouu.♥]
♥ 7:41 AM
all my lovely blessings i will give.
but my heart sure disagree.
Hope a long lasting one.
i knew i shall change & i rmb all of the words that i have been told.
我的快乐[♥loavyoleimissyouu.♥]我配不上你.
Labels: [♥loavyoleimissyouu.♥]
♥ 10:36 PM
i know that i am not good enough for you.
but i am sorry to tell you that i miss you.
sometimes , i spoke to my friends saying that i do not miss you.but i am lying.
my decision , will never change.
Labels: [♥loavyoleimissyouu.♥]
♥ 6:52 AM
Do you know that you are the first person who makes me feel this way.
although it sounds wierd.
but i just do not really know myself too.
even a second , it also counts.
Tell me that im in dreams please.
Tell me when im in dreams , i will never be awake
to face the reality :(
Labels: 习惯[♥loavyoleimissyouu.♥]
♥ 11:43 AM
I feel that im lighter den the air.
I float above it.
I stand on the air.
I did not expect that deep.
but it really lets me feel that.
Why i just could not stop all those misses.
You know in my whole life , i can swear to even god that i have nvr miss such a person before.
So real.
Real till there is no way i could escape.
Boy , promise me no matter what must be happy alright.
Seeing you happy , im fine. :D
Labels: [♥loavyoleimissyouu.♥]
♥ 8:45 AM
小时候，我一直想找一个疼我的人。
真的有那么难？
我的心只属于你。
我爱的人也只有你。
没有人可以改变我的心。
Ystd i didn't have a good sleep.
i dunno why :(
though it sounds wierd.
i tossed left and right.
But just could not get into anywhere.
.我放不过我自己..
Labels: [♥loavyoleimissyouu.♥]
♥ 6:37 AM
Hees.Today was a very pleasant day out with you.
I noe you love zhuzhu alot.hahas.
Zhuzhu oso love you alot you know?.
:D
So sorry that have to let you pay such an expensive lunch.
thats why i treat you the drink you know.
lols.
Whenever i see you , even is a second ,
My heart beats miles away for you (:
.我放不过我自己.
You = Aloy.C :D
Labels: [♥loavyoleimissyouu.♥]
♥ 6:37 AM
Today's sch was tired.and im getting sick and tired of secondary sch.
nothing interest me at all in this sch.i wanna quickly finish my secondary sch.
its like a toture to me.=(
Having so many days of heavy misses
Having so many faces of yours turning in my mind
It spins fast each and everyday.
all it does is spin & spin.
Im just a normal girl.
Not a girl who is specialised in everything.(:
i promise not to disturb during your work moments.
sorry that i did not realised that time.
对不起。
我放不过我自己
Labels: [♥loavyoleimissyouu.♥]
♥ 7:50 AM
Ytsd night was staying at my cousin house.^.^
didn't slp well cause i brought my dog over too.=.=
Everyone seems to love my bulldog?.
hahas.
yesterday slept with my little dog.
hehes.she is so cute^^
But at the same time looking at my phone times & times again.
Because im waiting for just one.even is one , i will be very happy.
but there is none.
i kept looking at it because its getting low batt soon! =(
i scared that i could not see it.
If a person miss that person this much ,
what it means?:(
我放不过我自己.
Labels: [♥loavyoleimissyouu.♥]
♥ 10:34 PM
Tonight the wind seems to be blown so continously.
I felt so cold but there is no one there for me to hug
Whenever i miss you , i always would like to ask
one qsn.
the qsn is can i cry?
if i have the permit for me to cry.
i want to.
But if i dun have the permit ,
i will still do the same thing.
I dunnoe why i miss you so.
I dunnoe what the reason is.
I dunnoe everything that i seems to know.
You are the first person whom i kept
thinking of.
kept day dreaming of.
U are the first person who makes me feel this way.
who makes me miss you till ........
i know its impossible.
But i want to tell you that i miss you so.
.我放不过我自己.
Labels: [loavyoleimissyouu.]
♥ 5:24 AM
Say Hi to my mrs Pig pls.hahars.just had a cute little french bulldog at my home.
Her name is Zhu zhu.i give der leii the name.like pig right?.hehes.
Today was out a few hours to celebrate my mum's birthday.
although it was only me and her but sweet enough.hehes.
Whenever i thought of her wrong , i got angry.
Whenever she says she miss me , im not angry anymore.
but after all she is my mum right?.hahas.
So nvm.(:
We went to had dinner at pepper lunch.
the meal is on me.i gave her a treat.
and guess what?.its my own saving.
good girl hor?.lols.=D
The whole journey actually it wasn't only about my mum.
there is still a person who is on my mind always.
you know who you are.
My heart , you occupied in every corner.
i wanna say ..
wanna say ..
wanna say ...
I miss you so~
alrights , my stomach pain the whole day.
even till now its still pain okay.
tmr having sch & im gonna sleep now.
nights everyone!.=))
.我放不过我自己.
♥ 8:23 AM
Boy , i realised that i cannot stop seeing your pictures around me.
Everytime even though im busy , or not busy , i still have a place in my mind which wrote a very big [i miss you] in it.
How am i suppose to say that i've been missing you.
How am i suppose to say that i really found out that
you are loved by me
you are missed by me
you are everything to me.
Maybe i dun have the rights for you.
Maybe i am not good enough for you.
Maybe i dun deserve such a good guy like you.
A devotion swear does not meant that is a Forever.
A devotion hug does not meant that he is forever yours.
A devotion kiss does not meant that he will walk with you till the end.
i believe in myself.
Because i have found out that i truely cant live without you.
& today i had a terrible stomach pain =(
我放不过我自己
Labels: [loavyoleimissyouu.]
♥ 1:08 AM
I had a dream when i was very small.
in my dream , i always hope for perfect in everything that im gonna to do in my life.
Now i have grown up and realise nothing is perfect.even is love.
A process that everyone has to go through during the teenage life.
All these years , i have seen so many different kinds of relationship.
A sad one , A happy one.
In my dictionary by right at this moment , the word love should slowly vanished by those tears that i have once shed.
But im always putting myself once again to feel love.
to see & to believe in love.
A word called Love does not carry any weight.
but once you fall in love , the responsibility that you are having is more than
tons of kilogram.
Every night before i sleep , my imagination of your image just could not stop flashing through my mind.
again , again & again.
我放不过我自己.
Labels: [loavyoleimissyouu.]
♥ 7:02 AM
Recently i have been very lazy about blogging.hahas.
Just had a stupid bull dog at my home.one big black head in my house.
lols.
Loving a person is just like a merry go round.
because it will only go round and round and many rounds.
First day , i miss him.
Second day , i miss him.
Third day , i find that i can't stop missing him.
Whenever he is sad , i will be sad.
His mood affects mine.
i wanna annouce that he is my boyfriend.
but i can't.because i think that is not possible.
although nothing is impossible.
He says that im silly.
but i think im not silly.
because she really loves you.
爱一个人虽然很辛苦，可是爱你的决心我决不放弃。
我就是要傻傻的爱这一个你 ^.^
Labels: [loavyoleimissyouu.]
♥ 10:58 PM
WOOOHOOS.today finally can have a good rest after so many stupid exams.
today i jus had my english paper.The passage A in that paper really turns me upside down.i was stucked at that passage because it totally pisses me off and awhile ltr i have headache.its killing me man. =(
Just three paper of N lvl is already like half-dead .
i could not imagine what will it be like when the part two of N lvl comes around october.but i was so damn lucky that wat i have studied for the papers really did came out.the N lvl setter so guai listen to me leys.=X
I was being asked by one of My so called jiejie that why i do i want to wait.
she says that im being silly.but i think that is not silly.is smart.and i feel proud about myself.LOL=X.
在爱情里， 没有谁对不起谁
只有谁不懂的珍惜谁。
Labels: [loavyoleimissyouu.]
♥ 6:05 AM
