Guys wanna know what i did for sat & sun?.hahas.
well , i have been following my mum to tampines safra.
Because her office is over there.(:
I have to wake up very early like 6 plus like this for this two days.
Feeling very tired and exhausted in the bus trip to my mum's work place.
When we reached , i fallen asleep at the sofa there.
From i think around 8 plus , i slept till 2.
den i woke up to toilet , go back and sleep again till 3 plus.lols.
My mum is working working and working while im pigging.LOL.;X
I nvr eat lunch but i had my dinner with my mum when she knocks off at ard 6.
Derek send us home.Derek is one of my mum's fren(:
Reached home ard 6 plus 7 i think.
den me and my mum went downstairs to have our dinner as we lazy to walk to amk hub.
after that we went to bishan park and take a walk.
and home sweet home.(:
Am i very sweet to accompany my mum?.;p
Lol.;D
and the pictures above are children that is instructed by my mum.
isn't my mum pro eh?.haha.

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♥ 9:28 PM

Continue spam.
Spam and spam and spam.
You one people spam.so ke lian.
where is your partner?.no partner?.
so sad.

Jayyu!.thanks for everything you have done for me.i really appreciate it.
& lastly , Huili , thanks for helping me to scram dogs in my blog.love youus!.;D

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♥ 8:11 AM

Today went to toa payoh alone for interview.
Went to popular and filled up the form.
Was very tired after that.i dun knw why.
i solo myself at the kopitiam outside and i kan even fall asleep on the table.
Due to my lazyness to go back amk , i waited for my mum for 4 hrs at there .
Because 6 den she knocked off from her work.x.x.
i eat at the kopitiam den ltr i went to buy chocolate sundae and eat .heex.
Sorry shadow that i didn't kept my promise.sorry D;
Jayyu , i wun care those spammers ler as i promise you , kai xin guo! ;D

PasserBy- Spam all you want.
Im more happier.
Cos i knw it reflects yourself (:

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♥ 7:14 AM

What do you all these spammers want?
Haven Game Over yet?.
Spam nt enough?
Hand not tired?
Brains are grown at the Buttock?
Want just write name only mah.
Always Copy people write passerby buay sian ah.
I pity u spammer . laughs!

Alrights.lets say something about what happens today.
i went out with shadow.he seems to be my long lost friend.
We went to watch the show called quarantine.The Movie totally shag us off.
The Ending was ''Marvellous''.waste money siah.
After movie , we went to play pool.
And after pool , went to find pretty reen at her work place at cine.
slack & slack at there.
Went home early today.haha.

I promise myself damn hard this time.
I wun get into fast relationship anymore.
I have learnt a very great lesson.
& I knw the consequences of getting into a fast relationship.
Now den i realised.
Recently my hair just sucks ==.
i wanna cut!. ;(

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♥ 9:06 AM

Its Been days.and im staying with my mother now.
overall its okay about staying at grandma house.
Mummy says that she will buy houses at hougang!.hahs
that will be great.(: .Hope she faster buy her house.
it feels terrible to stay at here.
Alrights , Let Past be Past.
Once upon time , i have it.
It will always stuck at the one upon a time
i will never get to where i wanna go and what i want(: .

Thanks shadow .
Ur care & concern i appreciate it.((:



Now i SERIOUSLY can't trust guys anymore.
I need time.
I believe time can prove how much you love a person.
Now den i realised no point getting into a fast relationship.
I have learnt a great lesson!.
D;

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♥ 8:06 PM

Weather has been bad recently.
Many things are just so fast.
Many things happen all in a sudden.
Many people says that This / That.

Alright.After all , i heard too much.
Its naive i doubt.
Its a Wanted too(:

Hopefully i will find a guy that is right.
Everything i Hold a hope.

& Guys , My hurts are healing as days pass by.(:
Much more better.& You Guys are really great !.loves all of you!.:D
Goiing to stay with my mum soon.life is gonna be hard.
But im willing to take challenges.


Something is gonna happen i doubt.
Recently i just couldn't control if i have the feeling in me.
All i wan to thanks is you.Jayyu.(:
Thanks for being with me till now.
From strangers till friends.
From friends till close friends.
Really happy knowiing you.
U are damn nice to me.
& Now you have became my Kai xin guo!;D
rmb i will always cheer you up even im down!:)

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♥ 8:32 PM

This tiime i had a big quarrel with dad.
How come he just could not be more reasonable.
Nvm its alright.
What have i done that i got all this.
I really do not understand well enough.
[Retribution]- i believed.


Hope you and her last long(:

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♥ 10:35 PM

As usual.dun feel like goiing home today.
Maybe tmr?.
STOP saying that you ask me work den i dun wan to work.
As like what i say , God watch humans action.
They judge the right & wrong.
U will never knw hw much i gt hurt , while u are happily finding girls.
The truth is far more hurtful.
I hate two-sided face.
what for make your life so difficult to be.
anyway , those who are worried for me , dun worry alrights.
although its hurtful , but i will make it disappear.
Let him do his things.Let him be who he is.
I believe he will come to sense one day.

Hmmm.Btw , Thanks Edwin boyboy for everything.
Thanks for being there when im sad.
(:

& Lastly thanks mamarou for coming down from hougang to amk and hear my words yesterday.iloveyou(:

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♥ 5:30 PM

Some say this.Some say that.
What exactly the truth is.
where the truth is hiding.
May i know?.
U once told me how much you love me.
I believe.
but the things that you did behind me , i was kept in dark.
Nw then i knw everything.i dunno i should be happy or sad or even angry.
I dunno.I dunno.I really really dunno.
So mixed up.
Ya.You say we BREAK because there is reason.
mainly because im stubborn right?.
I told you before i will change & You even say that i dun trust you.
but think back again , what have you done to make me trust you?.
By having more gans? , By saying [i like you] to someone else behind me?.
Can i trust you?.Sometimes ppl tell me go see those things , i told them that is alright.i trust him.
But what i get in return ?.the return is end.
If that time i really nvr care for you , what for i care you have how many girls.
If that time i nvr care for you , why do i take the initiative to ask whether i can go ur house to take care of you.
Your reply is [dun need].
Why do i have to do all these.
pls go think back.
Once upon a time , people say that you are a hongster.
Yes , its once upon a time thats what you told me too.
Now you say that you wanted change.
But its all LIES.
U msged me today and say we break must tell everyone isiit.
My answer to you is i nvr tell anyone.
i have no idea how they knw.but as what i say ,
People are humans.they have eyes to see.
Im nt a girl who likes to spread this kind of hurting things.
To all those people who loves me - thanks for helping me in many ways.giving me information.Supply me enough care and concern,i really appreciate.
((:
LOVE ALL OF YOU.!!!;DD
I believe im a strong Girl.
Without him , lifes make better right guys?.
Those pictures on top i just took recently.
Long time no take pic ler ;( .

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♥ 7:12 PM

Today Got scolded my father.well get used to it.
Due to im moody today still.quarrel with Father.
He really just being unreasonable.Jumps conclusion.
I really hate it when he is like this.Nvr really listen what i have got to said.
Ystd slept for 5 hrs like this?.woke up den prepared.see doctor at Hougang.
My grandma accompanied me there.at least i wun be lonely(:.
The doctor didn't let us wait for long.
Promised Dorisa first to cycle at East coast.
Sorry girl i didn't kept my promise.hopefully you wun be angry about it.
But i met Dearie because she told me the things that i knw.
i wanted to knw more about it so i decided to meet her.
at first i intend to take bus.but due to my laziiness , i cabbed down.
she so secretive dun wan let me knw wher she stay.kns.;x
Reached her house den waited for this dearie princess to doll up as she decides to meet her bf later.
Her boyfriend knows even more .So we met up and chat .
But we went to cycle first.and and i cycle till leg pain.
During the cycle journey went to find lisa.its a long journey okay!.
We tok rubbish awhile den after that we went back cycle to the place where we rent bicycle.more far.thanks to dearie 's bf idea of cycling.x.x
thanks ah.;x
After cycle we quickly bused down back to white sands mall.
Tired .Tired.we all were tired.her cousin is cute indeed.crap alot.hahs.
we took neoprint tgt.the three of us.
Den afterwards its around nine plus.bused home tgt but dearie and her cousin gt down the bus.
while me and her bf continue the journey to amk and meet my mum.
Her Bf told me alot.thanks.i really appreciate the info u given me.
I dun wish to go home today because i think my father is crazy.
Thanks for the beautiful lies really.Regrets will be kissing on ur face.
I already had done my part.Dun regret being a hongster.Your retribution will come soon.im sorry if i offended you.because i really believed.thanks dorisa today again.My dearest dearie for being there for me.My dearie's boyfriend For letting me know so many when im in the dark.i really appreciate.thanks alot.For those people who are worried for me still , dun worry.im fine.Do you all guys forget that im a happy pie?.;DDD
&& Thanks laosu & all ur frens cheering me up.although i dunno ur fren's name.x.x
I LOVE ALL OF YOU !;DD

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♥ 9:56 AM

Now everything has came till the end.
i have to accept that you are gone.
more then enough to be heard.
why u have to say those beautiful - lies to me at first.
why dun you be honest.at least i wun be so hurt about it.
Girl - no , he is not my type .dun worry.
Boy - i wun like this kind of girl.dun worry.
LIESLIESLIESLIES!!!.
Why not is another way round.
*Girl - Yes , mayb i will like him.
*Boy-I might like this kind of girl.
whatever it is.is already like this.

Alrights.ystd thanks Edwin boyboy , mummy[real mum]* , keith daddy , Dorisa , joanna darling , sasa jie ,Ah Boyy cutie, Laosu , Yanyan dearie , Chong chong & i lazy to mention already.thanks to all of you.without all of you i believe i wun be here.thanks for your concern , your care.thanks for trying to make me happy although u all know i wun.
I love your all la!. ;DD
wednesday heading to boat quay to have a drink.
I want to drink with all my sorrows.

Ystd niight i couldn't slept well really.
thanks that Edwin boyboy & Laosu msg with me till i abit tired.

To those who loves me : i believe that im a strong girl.
I believe i can overcome this by my own.
dun worry for me alright.
Later goiing to see doctor and meeting dorisa at east coast for cycling.(:

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♥ 5:00 PM

Maybe fate says that is this way.
we have to follow?.
Dun put the blame on you.
i believe the cause of everything is me.
my character which causes this result.
Maybe we should have a little time of our own.
But rmb smth , i will always be there for you.
Although it hurts.but sad enough to say we will be back friends.

Labels: im sorry. ;(

♥ 5:05 AM

Father bought me a new phone again.
Everything is sudden.
I feel so sad.
I feel so hopeless.
I have been changing all these whiles.
I will clear off the stubborness.
Give me a chance will you?.
i wan to cry.may i?;(
Is everything fated to be in this way?.

Labels: im sorry. ;(

♥ 12:11 AM

Father is crazy.
Is just a handphone that is missing.
what is the fuss about?.
Scold scold scold , say say say , talk talk talk = NONSENCE.
i also never do anything.
i respect him enough.
what he want.
he want the maid den he go la.
what for he kip picking on me.
Mood no good his problem.
he keep say i got retribution.
I think he is the one who is getting.
God shall see everything.
God shall be the judge of every matter.
He kip forcing me to say the false happening.
like that he also happy?.
i think he needs to be in hougang soon.
alright , whatever it is.is his problem because he gort a FCKING SISTER.
PUIIS!.
Gt money so what?.BIG FUCK?.
hopefully the money for her to fck with guys.
HAHAHAHAAHA.!


lastly , Baby , im missing you. ;(

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♥ 5:37 AM

Sorry that im not a good girlfriend.
Sorry for being sturbbon.
i promise to change means i will.
thanks for the tolerance.
you must really know that i really do love you.
dun despair my hopes.
im so worried about you.
very worried. ;(

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♥ 7:30 AM

Sometimes something just see is enough.
do not go and touch or care about the matter.
if not you will be very stress about it.
i decided to turn myself back to past.
i just want to let you know that i love you.
and loving you is everything.
anything you want to do is up to you.
i dun wish to bother about it anymore.
because i want it to last.
i love you.

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♥ 4:24 AM

Meet baby again!hahs.by right nt supposed to meet him derhs.ps ah bii ;x
due to i miss youu damnn much.hahs.
Met nuer.she is so cute.noisy enough too.nvm its alright.
like mother like daughter mah.;x.
was with nuer awhile only den she went to see doctor.
her mother came to amk to bring her to clinic.
although the time i spent tgt with her was short but yet sweet.((:
awhile ltr my bf came.and and eating potatoe while waiting for him.=X
thats my favorite!.hahas.
ltr on ton with mama as usual.
laughters came by too.we three always laugh like mad.
almost everyday we joke joke & joke.lols.;x
To Baby: i know this few days i made you somehow angry or disappointed in me.
i know im not a good girlfriend after all.
put the blames on me alright.
Not that i dun trust you.its because i think that i do not really know you well enough perhaps?.
I knw this few weeks you have been treatiing me very well.
you dote me ,
you love me ,
you care for me ,
you concern about me & everything.
i can feel it seriously.
i really hate myself for being what im now.
Sometimes i really hope that i dun have the past.
and i rather you are my first love from the start.
i wanna stay with you forever.really i do hope.
i seriously will change.
let us know each other better.
so that no quarrels will come in between us alright.
you will always be the one i love the most (:
Baby , please give me time alright.
i knw u dun like me say sorry so i say [ so happy] alright? ;(

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♥ 10:53 AM

My nuer so cutte ehs.
today she called me.
told me many cute things.heh*.
i love you nuer.
u aree so pretty!
meeting you tmr alrights.
love love you.
& my baby nt fogortten too(:*

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♥ 10:20 AM

When a person decides to leave , they will never turn back to take a look.
If you insist that the person might turn back , you are wrong.
I do not know why i lack of trust.
Maybe because of my past that reflects me.
so here im now to become like this.
i try & i trying very hard to throw them away
those hurts i once have away.
regain trust.but it really takes time for the time being.
i saw it , but i pretend that i nvr.
i feel it , but i pretend its fake.
i asked myself , but i pretend that i nvr asked before.
Everything is just a pretendance that take place in my heart.

Alright.lets put this story aside.
Ystd i finally saw my sister!
i think haven been seeing her for mths~.~
we went to jurong point.
hestitating whether to pierce back my nose or not.
cos i have pierced for three times liao.
if im gonna pierce again , its fourth time.
zz.but at last i still have it pierced.lol;x.
met up with bf at woodlands with sis.
my bf is always late.nvm~.~
had fun and laughters tgt.
because the three of us is lame.
hahs.send sis back.& headed back to amk again.
went to meet jerry , ricky , mamato & mummy(:
happy to see them again.haas.
slack awhile.mummy suggested pool,.
went to kpool for pool.
then afterwards went back to mama house.
slack awhile & fall & sleep.;x
sleep till nxt day.
home sweet home.
Baby , i knw im sturbbon at times.
sorry.i will change because of you.
i love you.

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♥ 11:08 PM

alright.today slept till very smoothly.until my phone suddenli rang.
the call was from liwen.she asked me to meet her up at vivo.
i was stunned at first.and i agreed so went up and got prepared , washed up.
i admit i haven been seeing her for long.i think a year?.
hahas.
To liwen : although we were once sister,
we were so close at that time.
after you are nt my sister anymore,
seriously u still have an image in my mind.
its so hard to get through everything.
our memories & everything.
your good & my good.
it seems that we still remembered everything.
we have been tgt for 2 years.
is nt just by saying a goodbye means everything you knw?.

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♥ 7:32 AM

Alright , today had a great day at compass with dearie and pretty lisa.
Many fun things happen okii.we three girls high like hell mann.
obviously is i made them high der. ;X.
We laughed through the whole outiing.non-stop okiies.
cann laugh till stomach painn like fcuk man.
First day meeting them.feeling little excited.
woked up and bus-ed down to compass point from woodlands.
Dearie and lisa was late alright@.@.but nt really late la.
went to buy cig first.den slacked at starbucks coffee.
after awhile we were hungry , went to mac to have our late lunch.
lisa had a little tiff with her bf.but after all its alright.
went back to starbucks again to slack again.~.~
talk alot rubbish,.laugh like madd mann.
RED & BLACK IS THE SEX YOH!;D.lol
& lastly , i still miss baby .;x

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♥ 8:17 AM

Sometimes i feel that the sky is so blue.
Sometimes the sky seems black.
weather changes so do human.
Human changes not as fast as the weather.
but somehow they still will.
Baby , i miss you like i nvr before.
i love you like how god loves us.
When you stepped into my life , i have never been seeing rainy days for long time.
I wished that i could just spend my life with you so simple , so sweet.
Everytime when you went home that very second , my mind is thinking about you again=/

Alrights .i hoped to see baby soon alright.
& tmr is my day out with dearie.
& lastly , you are my best baby.(:

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♥ 8:26 AM

Ton with baby as usual.i think there should be around four days i haven been seeing him due to his leg injuries.Many things happen.dun wished to mention cos im lazy.haha.i only knw we slack , relax and enjoyed our holidays.& i saw the pretty cute little mamarou~.hhahha.niice knowiing her.;D.im very tired guys~.~.i haven been sleepiingggg!!.and im goiing not to meet my baby up for few days again.#$%#@$$#@$..i gonna miss him . ;((((((!

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♥ 9:24 AM