I took alot of photo at my kor house.
Chit chatted with my laopo and slept at 5 till 1 in the afternoon.
woke up and had our breakfast.and is maggie mee=.=
To Jayyu -Can you please tell me do you still treat me as the same old silly girl you knew ?.im really very confused.i just want words from your heart.may i?.i dunno why my heart miss you although i look so cheerful infront of everyone.everytime my heart is shouting your name.why do i heard that?.
-Truth dun hurt a person but only will make a person be awake.
So , tell me the truth?.
Labels: Cycena .pieces that speaks ;
♥ 7:22 AM
Now i am at my kor house with laopo ^^.
i dunno why im still feeling the same.
I find that i love you in some ways.
the way that is hard to express.
many people ask me not to trust in it.
But i trust that those words you once told me are not lies.
i tried to smile in many ways , but i still feel that my heart is crying.
Boy , are you leaving me soon?.
you are not contacting me like what you did in past.
and and ur hand is hurt seriously?;(
Labels: Confusion
♥ 6:26 AM
Left or Right?.
which is the road that im gonna walk towards to.
is not that i wanna change boyfriend everytime.
do you all think this is what i want for everytime?.or even yearn for?.
i treasure them so much till they just slipped off from my hand without myself knowing.
The soul of mine is fading real soon.
i just need a guy who dotes on me.
simple enough to be.
But is always impossible to accomplish.
Labels: her soul fades eventually.breathe hard to survive.
♥ 9:28 PM
Today went to mum's fren house again.
My day was moody till now.
rched there about 6 and had our dinner.
sat on the sofa and i started yawning.
den after that fallen asleep.
At this point of time , my mind and heart is running at the same time.
they challenge each other.
this very moment , i felt once again the mystical word again. ;(
Labels: time proves.
♥ 9:34 AM
Went to drink at boat quay during late evening.
We went for happy hour which starts from 3pm-9:30pm.
but we left at 8 plus.
i vomitted a little when i was sitting nearby the clarke quay river.
Cycena's heart is crying.can you heard that?. ;(
& Lastly ,im very worried about you .you know?;(
Labels: time proves
♥ 7:31 AM
-What really happens?
-Why do i always have pain in me?
-Am i gonna carry with it always?
Once upon a time you held me high.Now i have became so low.
and everytime i thought of those things , i just wanna have a cry.
Why do i feel that.i dun really understand.
I just want to know that what is happening.
The thunder just strike through my heart last night.
its a pain , do you knw?. ;(
Cycena is sad.Her soul is fading.
Labels: i realised .
♥ 10:20 AM
-I just want to knw the truth , isit so tough about it?;(
-Just say it out & i will accept the fact that you have given me.
-Do you know hw i felt today?.
-Do you really understand what im thinking?
Wordless.
-The heart has never been stop beating eversince for now and den.
Labels: Perhaps love. ? ;(
♥ 7:35 AM
Alright , today as usual went to amk to find my mum.
waited for her at mrt as she needs to collect money from her fren(:
Before that i went to had lunch with brendan.and talk cock over there.(:
it rains for awhile and luckily it stops.if nt need walk under rain ;(
im awaiting for 25th december.the day for me & you :3
i felt that you are just a gift from heaven to me(:
Labels: time proves
♥ 8:23 AM
Boy , my feeling nvr fade for you even if is before or after.
Thanks for giving me so much things.
i really appreciate it.
pls dun over worked yourself because of me okay.
if you are sick , i will get worried der you knw ;(
25 december is reaching soon , and im gonna see you soon too.:p
i m i s s y o u d e a r l y.
Photos above is me and my mum webcaming and some photos of myself ;x
ystd went to have a drink with mum's friends.
was very fun but the place gt nth to eat
den mum's fren very funny , they tou tou da bao fries and smuggle in.
but at least still kena found out by the staffs ;(
we quickly finish the food and soon the staffs are gonna close the shop.
and dhen one of my mum's fren was drunk i think?.
cos he say he wan go from hougang den to malaysia?LOL.what a joke.zz.
and and home sweet home^^.
in my heart , there is always you.(:
Labels: yjayengu :3
♥ 9:20 AM
