ystd talked to baby on fone for hours and yet i haven sleep .

Baby , nt that i dun trust you , is not about this issue and you have to knw.

Always from the start eversince i have bf , i dun wished to hurt any of the guy.

cos seriously i knw hw it feels being hurt.its so painful.

Ystd i almost wanted to tell you the 5 letters word seriously.

cos i have always been honest to u in everything and whatever thing it is.

so i expect my partner to treat me the same also.

Always dun wait till things happen den say that u dun have the intention actually to do such things or wad so ever.

if you nvr thought of it , you wun even go and bother and ask about it.

i dun wish to hold you tight , i dun wish to tighten every single thing.i really dun wish .cos this is not the way cycena is.

i want you to knw it urself.i want you to auto for everything.

nt by just saying.cos everyone has a mouth to speak.but when it comes to the real and the fact , is very different.far far away.

Every single thing u do , i really hope that you will at least think for hw i feel.

Sometimes i dun wish to say anything that does not mean i dun bother or i dun care.'

i dun tighten ur freedom cos i knw every single one have their own freedom.

Baby , remember once you said before , you gave me 100 percent trust.

sometimes i wonder , isit true?.like what you say , 100 percent.

Sometimes i believed that you still do not know me well afterall , you knw?.

my everything u are nt so clear about it.

sometimes , i really feel that your mouth is always speaking , but seriously nt your heart.

dun take the word innocent as everything is transparent.

For this long , i have a kor who always stay beside me.

whenever im sad , whenever im happy , whenever and whatever it is , he is always there.

& nvr far away from me.;)

thanks aloy ;)

and lastly , Baby , dun make me fade trust in you alright?.cos in my heart i always believed you are a good bf.dun dissapoint me alright?.

cos on that saturday u dissapoint me totally.you knw?.i think u dun think so bah.