Mum says that my face getting squarish already after having this job.oh well , as those people who msn me in the afternoon would be wondering isn't it for me to go for my lunch?.But the fact is i didn't.i have always stay here regardless is lunch or what.one day i only had one meal or the most is two meal.morning or night or just night .thats all.Now my home treadmill with a carpet allows me to jog tonight already.so happy. :).i want to have a better figure which can make myself having more confidence regardless of which party i am in or which event i am going for.that has always been my dream :)
Now in my mind , i just want to pray hard that i can get to study again.but . who is going to give me the money to do that?.Am i going to slog for the rest of my life by working?.and the pay i am having now with me is very basic.if i ever had a family , the pay is not even enough for me unless my future husband earns alort?.i am now learning to be thrifty.its really hard.but i will try to :)
Baby , you seems to be nort like the past. you hardly informed me wherever you are. i do not know why i feel this way. or maybe is i think too much about it?. Baby , i am now very stressed up already , so dun let me worry for you alright?. i still remember in the past , i always like to repeat one sentence in my blog. the sentence is , if you dun love me anymore , just tell me. at least i know the truth & truth dun hurt me at all. A truth always let me learn a lesson. A truth always let me know what is right and wrong. A truth guide me to a better future ahead. Truth is always better than lies.
Baby , Now i realise my love is deep enough for you. thats why i will prefer to avoid quarrels with you. whenever you say sorry to me , its just a word with five letters . but you know what i am thinking?. sometimes you let me feel that i am drifting far from you. whenever i thought of it , i hate myself. why did i change so much?.i dun wan our love to drift. But no matter what , i will never leave you. here i state a promise to my readers and everyone who is viewing my blog . the promise is , i will never leave adrian chong wei guan unless he do. Cycena is as faithful as ever.thats her character that she cannot change. Baby !i wan hug you.hugging you makes my heart feel warmth. you are all i needed :) 050109.this date will last ;)