These Few days baby had been staying with me at my house. we fight sometimes. we quarrel over small things. ya , these are all sometimes. I have always been thinking that why i always love Adrian so much?. Thats because i believe that he is the longest attached to me. That makes me cant leave without him. i already used to it being with him. We do almost everything together.
Baby , you know what makes me change so much?. its because of a word called Y-O-U. Sometimes seriously i hated you when you tend to talk to me in different ways. and when the worst is something big happen in between us. Now a days i always realise you like to say that you are not a good boyfriend to me. Sometimes i think and think about it , you really treat me bad at times. But i just feel that no matter how we quarrel , i will always prefer to stay by your side. Till now , i just could not find any reasons why i would feel these way .you know?
Baby , i know some guys out there may be better than you. they might dote me more than you do. they might love me more than you do. they might tolerate all my nonsence more than you do. they might for everything. but do you know is all a word called might?.
Baby , you know sometimes my mood just swing as and when i like. Sometimes i still even think about how you hurt me. it just came so sudden through my mind. the picture just flash everything. You know till now i still haven get over it. and thats why when sometimes u talked to me a little differently , i feel like crying. I cried easily .But is always reasons behind it. Sometimes i dun know how should i express my feelings and how should i tell you for anything that i want to say.
Baby , I am seriously going to (please) you not to make any mistakes anymore alright?. it really hurts me.it hurts me till there is no back door for me to get out of the space. I am giving you the last chance. If you really think that you can find a better girl after your army , Please tell me at least i know. i want the truth . its because Truth hurts , but Lies always hurts girls feelings the most. Baby , you have got to know this.
Baby , all i wanted is just to last long with you. can i?.