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Thursday, February 25, 2010

when you are young , your parents protect you from being drenched.after when you are awake from the rain that night , you become an adult.and this is when you stand alone.even how heavy the rain is , you have to hold your unbrella on without letting it flew away.now i know how troublesome am i for others. i don't give people convinience but indeed i gave them troubles.now i really know.lets put the blame on me.it all cause by me.i already had enough of your everything.you also already had enough of my everything.what for by staying together?.you live happily with your future new hubby , i lead my own life.i dun need any pityness in my life.my dad do not bother to contact me because of what i have did.after all its all my doings.my wrong.you both as a parents have no wrong alright?. we need to state clearly you and my stuffs.your stuff is yours .mine is mine.what for as a parent stating so clearly?im being mad about it.nobody knows about what you freaking did in past.perhaps you have forgotten what the hell you did.but i will always remember in my mind.thats my mindset.as long as i know i am not wrong.its fair enough.if time could turn back ,i will never help you , and if i could choose , i would rather not to be born in a family i once had.


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Thursday, February 18, 2010










Slack with boyster and joey at bedok.haha.
its like alot days never been home uhs?.
you know what my Daddy Francis even say?.
He said : Wah , girl not bad ah,you have been home for two days.Lol.
which is less than 24 hrs added up.
it shows that i am a girl who will also be at home ok.
Boyster and Joey ah , dun always quarrel larhhs.aiyorhs.jialat the both of you.
Sometimes things still running in my mind.just that i dun know what am i thinking.yawn!.








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Sunday, February 14, 2010








To everyone , chinese new year is a very happy occasion.but to me , is not.
Eversince from last year , everything has changes in it.
Once my father love me alot , he held my hand when i am going to fall.
He gave me the best in this world , he gave me first.
He hug me whenever i cry or when i fall in my relationship.
He gave me hope when i think i am losing my hope very soon.
Now , everything is different.is different till i feel that my father even pretend that i am not his daughter anymore.
i felt so sad and i cried yesterday.words cannot describe those feelings i am feeling now.
Now i know why children which have single parents always feeling so sad.now i really know.

Yesterday finally saw my cousin , its been so long i have been seeing her again.i miss her damn much.i gave her a BIGBIG HUG when i saw her.feel like bringing her home.:X.after going here and there , home sweet home :)



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Saturday, February 13, 2010
















My Valentine , an unhappy one.
No Gifts , Suprises anyone?.hahs.
wish everyone enjoying their chinese new year :)


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Thursday, February 11, 2010

today so bored at home..sometimes i wish i wasnt born in this world.why love should exist in this world.i doubt no one can explain this actually.i am going to work soon!.chinese new yr is coming v soon.haha!ystd went to mit dearie love and boyster love and i had a terrible night cos it seems so crazy being with her.sang last night and home sweet home!heh.tmr miting my greatest sis.i love you.!


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Tuesday, February 2, 2010


Cycena wish that she can just smile like this always without worrying anything.
No one knows hw to explain love , what is love?.
Sometimes , is wrong to be faithful to?.and when you are not is also just like a mistake.
Sometimes , i just feel that i cannot let go.its a year , its not months.
I believe if a guy truely wanting to wait for me , he will
-Stay with me when i am sad.
-Always give me a pair of listening ears
-Always pull me up when i fall.
-Cry when i Cry
-Smile when i Smile
-Everything is just me.
Till Now , i just want a Guy like this but it seems so hard to have.
To Leon-i know you once treat me like your princess , your whole world , your everything.
you dote on me even more than my mother , my father and everyone.you always worry that whether my mum will scold me not or even get chased out of the house.you really done alot for me.you just fall in love with me without knowing why.you said that i am different , very different from other girls.few days back you told me these are all once upon a time u treated me so well.i know you hate me like nobody business because you said that i hurt you alort.i can understand how you feel.i feel bad too.Some words i just wish to kept it to myself.i am not that type of girl who says out everything.maybe you think that i am crapping here.But i am not.that day you sat infront of me , every single word from your mouth is full of dissapointment you have in me.i can feel.i jus feel that to have a relationship needs time to build , it really needs alort of time.i am not asking you to wait for me , but is up to you whether you think that i am worth your wait.i know from small , your parents always vanished your dreams by asking you to wait.i know is very sad.like what i say ,if you think that i am worth is ok.if is not , is also ok for you to let go.Seriously , i love the way how you take care of me , i love the way how you worry for me.i really feel thankful to have found you as my friend.As time pass , den we will know what will happen.because no one can predict anything in life.im so stress now. :(.
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