Sorry readers that i have been neglecting the blog recently. I have been working from that time so i do not have any much time to blog. My work was nt a bad one & its easy also.is a surveyor job.
Today baby picked me up after work.was very happy about that.thanks baby. Baby , today we quarrelled again.was very sad.heart beating miles away/ i have never felt this before baby.really i didn't. i didn't expect or even to imagine that you will shout at me. thats when my mind went blank and didn't even want to drop any tears. actually i am holding on.and im telling myself not to be like a cry baby. But still , the very last , i did cry. Whenever i get to see the angry faces from you , i really cant control my own emotions to cry. i am sorry baby. nt that i always cry easily , its because i always cry because there is a reason behind it.
Baby , you must knw that not that i wanna calculate with you this and that. i knw its not good for that. but you know when my mum ask me where did i spend my money at.i dun really wish to answer and she will start nagging at me. it makes me feel stress too you know?.
Mum says that i fall very deeply for you , yes i do baby.so deeply that i believed that everyone can see right?. Maybe i believed because that you are my longest boyfriend. thats the reason why i am still holding on like what i told you . Baby , you say that you wun be short-tempered anymore.you say that you will changed. i believed that you will , because of one sentence. the sentence is : You are Cycena's boyfriend.that makes her trust you.
Baby , i wun hate you for shouting at me , but i will remember how you shout at me . it hurts you knw?.deep in my heart , will never be amended.