Simplicity.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Maybe i am wrong to treat you so bad.

Maybe i am wrong to treat you unreasonable.

Maybe i am just wrong for everything i have done.

I hate myself for changes in me.

I hate what i have become for today.

But is you the one who make my wrongs for today.

It hurts so much to hear you to say those words.

i trust myself to change.

i trust myself to become better.

But can you let me trust you so seriously that i once did?.

i did even twice.but it just cut so deep that no one can ever amend.

You said i make you crazy , sometimes i believe i do.

those things i have done really makes you go crazy.

i am really sorry my dear.

But can you just change me like how you know me from the start.

i want to be back like past.

i wanna the past me.

i wanna trust you.

i wanna , really i do.

i am so freaking crazy yesterday.

those word really drives me mad.

i really don know already.

i am really very Moody.

i scared i am hurt again.

i scared i trust wrong .

i am just caring a word with me called scared.

Sometimes i prefer to fuck care about it.

i was thinking that to change back my past is the best.

i rather to be stupid once again and again and always again.

After Yesterday , i prefer to gave you back those trust.

Hurt me as much as you can.

i am just so fine with it.

♥ 1:57 AM