Cycena wish that she can just smile like this always without worrying anything.

No one knows hw to explain love , what is love?.

Sometimes , is wrong to be faithful to?.and when you are not is also just like a mistake.

Sometimes , i just feel that i cannot let go.its a year , its not months.

I believe if a guy truely wanting to wait for me , he will

-Stay with me when i am sad.

-Always give me a pair of listening ears

-Always pull me up when i fall.

-Cry when i Cry

-Smile when i Smile

-Everything is just me.

Till Now , i just want a Guy like this but it seems so hard to have.

To Leon-i know you once treat me like your princess , your whole world , your everything.

you dote on me even more than my mother , my father and everyone.you always worry that whether my mum will scold me not or even get chased out of the house.you really done alot for me.you just fall in love with me without knowing why.you said that i am different , very different from other girls.few days back you told me these are all once upon a time u treated me so well.i know you hate me like nobody business because you said that i hurt you alort.i can understand how you feel.i feel bad too.Some words i just wish to kept it to myself.i am not that type of girl who says out everything.maybe you think that i am crapping here.But i am not.that day you sat infront of me , every single word from your mouth is full of dissapointment you have in me.i can feel.i jus feel that to have a relationship needs time to build , it really needs alort of time.i am not asking you to wait for me , but is up to you whether you think that i am worth your wait.i know from small , your parents always vanished your dreams by asking you to wait.i know is very sad.like what i say ,if you think that i am worth is ok.if is not , is also ok for you to let go.Seriously , i love the way how you take care of me , i love the way how you worry for me.i really feel thankful to have found you as my friend.As time pass , den we will know what will happen.because no one can predict anything in life.im so stress now. :(.

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