





To everyone , chinese new year is a very happy occasion.but to me , is not.Eversince from last year , everything has changes in it.
Once my father love me alot , he held my hand when i am going to fall.
He gave me the best in this world , he gave me first.
He hug me whenever i cry or when i fall in my relationship.
He gave me hope when i think i am losing my hope very soon.
Now , everything is different.is different till i feel that my father even pretend that i am not his daughter anymore.
i felt so sad and i cried yesterday.words cannot describe those feelings i am feeling now.
Now i know why children which have single parents always feeling so sad.now i really know.
Yesterday finally saw my cousin , its been so long i have been seeing her again.i miss her damn much.i gave her a BIGBIG HUG when i saw her.feel like bringing her home.:X.after going here and there , home sweet home :)