Baby , you know when i saw you cry , you know how much it aches my heart.all those things i ever done to you make me feel so pain deeply.when you look in to my eyes and say you didn't want to do this to me , i felt that i had just jump down from the first floor to the end ground.it makes me feel even worse.after that day , till now you still can say four words to me [Bibi, i love you].i am so glad that i still can hear those words from your mouth that is whispering to my ears.those four words makes me think alot.when i ask you , why would you still want me as your girlfriend ?.you told me is because we made a promise that we wouldn't leave each other.i was shocked that you still remember at least this you know.because in my eyes , you are always the one who doesn't remember anything that you promised me.But one thing i should be glad is , you are still with me.when i was in secondary 2 , i thought after once it will be better , but now i think that i am worse than that.Baby , still remember when the first time we met?.it was so sweet , so cute.when you first time held my hand up the escalator.you brought me to sing song at the 8th floor.after that i went back your house.and this is how our love start.in this relationship , we betrayed each other before , we hugged together and cried before , we promised each other not to leave before , we gave each other promises before , we shared out pain together before , we share happiness before.and many many things we did together.in my heart , i will never forget baby.i just hope that you finish your army so that you can have more time with me.yesterday , i was thinking not to let you see my hand.cos i know you will heartpain for me , but i really dun want you to feel heartpain for me .cos i think afterall its not worth.dun ask me why.cos i dun even know myself.when you asked me why i changed so much , i really dun know myself.but now i only know i wanna be with you.and be the gf you always think of about me.and this is true.Lastly , i love you baby.; )
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