I cannot accept what you did to me in past , but i accept afterwards just because i love you. Last time i just let this relationship be , now i dun even want to bother about you anymore. But it came to my suprise that you repeated it again.when is this going to stop?.can you please fucking tell me?. you said that you want to marry me?.marry me with all this shit?.no thanks.i am still young. By adding someone into a conversation , you told me is just because it is fun.do you know what yourself is talking about?.you still think that i am still in my secondary school world to let you cheat on me ?.sorry i am not.you made me so hard to believe in you.i find it so difficult now. In your arms , i hardly breathe. In your hugs , i scared to fall asleep. On your laps , those hurtful pain started to say hi to me again. In my mind , i find everything so difficult now and yesterday i wanted to let it go. when i said that i wanted to let it go , you told me you dun wished to. whats the point and holding me back and torture me with those rubbish that you have done to me again and again. i want to escape from this love is because we dun belong to each other at all. My limits are up.Now you said you will listen to whatever i say from yesterday ownwards. Hence readers , please remember about this sentence he said to me and be my witness. if he ever disobey me , we will just jolly well broke off. even if he dun wish to , i will just be the most fucked up person in this world.