My Life~ Sorry readers that it has been so damn long since i last updated my blog.but due to the time that i am lacking.so thats why.get back home after work.feeling very exhausted.seriously.as i have only slept for 4 hours last night. These few months i really learn alot.be it love , be it family , be it whatever it is.Let start from my family first.. when i was small i always think that is never enough for me , but when i grow my thinking suddenly changes alot.Maybe i dun have fate to be in a happy family like what others is having now.my fate is just being alone.work and sleep.In my family life i really dun see anyone seriously.when i needed help , its from myself , everything come from my bare hands.i never felt so hard and tough before. And....in my whole life , i never come across such a messy love , headache love ,and heartache love. Money is important to everyone.none of us being human beings want to be realistic about money.we are something to be force to face reality.
To My Boyfriend: you know what?.sometimes i wish you could just be matured more. you know what?.sometimes i wish you can concern me more. you know what?.sometimes i wish you can love me more than anything else. you know what?.sometimes i wish you can stop and really stop lending urgent money from me. you know what?.sometimes i wish you will say that you can treat me more better than her. you know what?.sometimes i wish you will say and really not just say but prove with actions. you know what?.sometimes i wish you can tell me that i am the most important to you. you know what?.sometimes i wish ypu can stop giving me empty promises. when can all these Stop?